Shameless Angel

NEW BLOG

2010-09-02T20:18:00.000-07:00

My blog has been move to http://www.shamelessangel.com/blog Enjoy!

Spike TV's World's Biggest Boobs

2009-12-18T16:20:00.001-08:00

So I came across this video by reading another blog www.fatindustry.com and saw that several BBWs were mentioned in Spike TV's New video about the world's biggest boobs. I have to admit that to me it seems like the boobs in the world just keep getting larger and larger. Every day a new hot young teen pops up with a pair of HUMONGOUS KNOCKERS! However still to this day the biggest I've ever seen are Norma Stitz and Dawn Perignon sadly no mention of Dawn Perignon were in the video. Some of my favs still were including Samantha 38G and Ashley Sage whom I've done several blogs about my abnormal crush on her gorgeous tits <3 lol. Anyway I thought you'd enjoy this video cause I sure did :) The men walking down the street at the end and running into people trying to look at Norma's tits reminded me of a trip to Vegas with Dawn and men were staring at us everywhere even wanting to take pics with her huge boobs! Make sure you check out her rack at www.msdawnp.com!

Who Has The World's Biggest Boobs? | SpikeTV | SPIKE.com

Big boobs make for Happy Holidays!

2009-12-17T21:47:00.000-08:00

As many of you may have guessed I have an attraction to some girls and yet some I just can't get into. And while I'm usually not into goth girls with short hair I find Dors Feline extremely attractive. Maybe it's her big plump tits, or maybe it's her long sexy legs, it may even be her tatoos that I'm attracted to but for some reason she really does it for me. I'm lying I'm sure it's her perfect tits that do it lol. Anyway in the spirit of Christmas I figured I'd let you judge for yourself :)
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Chef Academy Contestant is a Porn Star

2009-12-17T03:28:00.000-08:00

So I've been watching Chef Academy on Bravo and it came to my attention that one of the contestants is Jean Val Jean a foreign pornstar. Maybe there is hope for me being on reality tv? LOL

BBW Fetish Pass

2009-12-13T04:07:00.001-08:00

I'm back in the game, I know I've said that before but I really feel good again. I got moving out of the way. I no longer feel extremely overwhelmed by everything that is going on in life and I honestly feel like doing my site again and interacting with my fans. Before I was over it. I just wanted to leave it all behind. I was tired. Everyone gets tired of doing the same thing over and over again. I not only do my own site but I do other sites as well and I was letting everyone elses sites get into the way of mine. I've put my fans on hold in order to try to get other things off the ground. I'm trying to be active in my yahoo group again. I've also been on myspace again which I would go almost a month without logging into before. I am on twitter every day again, facebook, chubbyparade and fat-forums! It's really hard to be active in all of them but I'm giving it a try again. I'm even logging into yahoo messenger. I think I will have a time that i stay logged in. I just finished a new site. I am waiting on it to get approval from Visa. Let me know what you think about it. It's 6 sites on a pass, including some really nice ones :)

Sometimes pretty doesn't feel pretty!

2009-08-16T15:09:00.000-07:00

This is my newest update on my site and I have to be honest with you. It was one of my hardest sets I've ever taken. One would think that a girl without the "perfect" body has to have a great confidence of herself and many times that's true. Although I'm alot more confident behind my computer than I am in public. I get to pick and choose what pictures I want to show you and edit out what part of the videos that I want to as well. The day of this shoot, I was feeling bad about myself. I was felt unpretty and unsure about what I was doing at the time. I actually broke down in tears in the middle of this set and didn't take any more pics the rest of the day. I know it's ridiculous and I am upset now that I didn't get more done but sometimes us girls just don't feel that great about ourselves. So next time you think that a girl hears she's hot every day and that you don't need to tell her, just tell her! You might could just make her day!

Interview I did about the Plus Size Community

2009-08-16T15:07:00.000-07:00

The original interview is HERE!

Shameless Angel

Kaobear on 06 12, 2009

I had a chance to interview ShamelessAngel over email a few days ago and with all that has been going on I have no yet been able to post it until now. She has some fascinating ideas on the Plus Sized Community and where it is going and I thought I would share them with you today.

1. In terms of acceptance in mainstream society, where do you see the Plus Sized Community?

I think many more men have become more accepting of plus size women and more men are accepting the fact that they may be attracted to a…well…fat woman. More men are bringing their friends to the BBW clubs and even though Big women may not be their cup of tea they still seem to enjoy themselves. However, I kind of feel like that’s a change in society as a whole. You see straight men or women letting themselves be dragged to a gay club with their gay friend. I think the mainstream society is becoming more accepting of all other communities and niches. There are

always those few people that can ruin a mood anywhere and say vulgar things about the plus size community. It’s something we will all have to learn to deal with.

2. How can we better that image?

The plus size community is a little like high school. There are so many little cliques and if you are part of one it’s a little hard to become involved in the other. Of course people will smile and pretend that you could possibly be their best friend but as soon as you turn your back the circle is sealed once again. I have tried to become part of some other circles just to be friends and somehow it always seems to feel like a competition. The plus size community needs to become more accepting. We constantly search for that acceptance in society yet we find it hard to be accepting within our own community.

3. What do you think of the terms we use, BBW, SSBBW, BHM, do you think they are right to be used?

To be honest when I think of any of those terms I immediately think of the BBW porn community. It seems like those terms are only used as a niche in porn or an identity when searching a singles network. In the end every person is different in what they find offensive. Some women find the word Big offensive but like the word fat, while others hate the word fat and would rather say overweight. While some embrace their fat and love to talk about their fat rolls and cellulite some still aren’t quite that accepting of it lol. It’s all just linguistics anyway. If you take it all in context it doesn’t make a difference.

4. Do you see yourself as an active member of the community outside of work related things?

To be honest I am not very active in the BBW community. Unless a friend invites me to a birthday party or I’m supporting someone at an event I’m not that active. I’ve never seen myself as different and don’t see other

s different so I’ve really just go wherever and be a part of whatever. I’m usually just support lol. Plus I’ve been to BBW events where I’ve been sneered at for being “too skinny” but once again that goes back to the BBW community not being all that accepting. I also don’t find myself dating men that are a part of the BBW community only because most have already dated every girl in my top friends on MySpace. I don’t want to be that next loop in the chain of BBWs and I don’t want it to cause controversy with my other BBW friends.

5. Do you have someone you look up to, or the opposite, in the Plus Sized Community?

There are plenty of people I look up to, I look up to every person that fights to make themselves accepted into what mainstream considers normal. I look up to every person that works hard for what they want to achieve and not just expect it to be handed to them, and I look up to every person that wants to make their lives better without trying to bring others down in the process.

6. Where do you see the community in ten years?

I’m pretty sure it will be where it is today with maybe a few more members. More men may start liking fat girls and their will most likely be more fat girls to like. There will be a few more plus size shows that come and go but I don’t see them being huge hits.

7. What are you up to in the next little while? (Websites, Conventions, Releases, etc.)

Well Hard Ten Entertainment is continuing to grow, we get new girls applying for websites every week. Unfortunately we don’t have the time and resources to take every new girl that applies. We do have two new hardcore solo girl sites coming soon so keep looking for those. I’m working on my store www.nomoregrannypanties.com, I’m also working on an information site called Plump Pages that I’m trying to make successful. We are also in the process of working on our first DVD that we are hoping to have out in August. Other than that there is too much to list without boring people lol. So check me out at www.shamelessangel.com!

New Blog Location

2009-06-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

I recently was talking to an online friend and I asked whether or not he thought I should change my blog over to wordpress. He advised me that I should. He said that the SEO would be better and that creative aspects are much higher. So I took the jump and hosted a wordpress blog on my website shamelessangel.com. The new blog has all my old entries and I will be updating both for a little while. Hopefully I can faze out this one sooner or later and have my blog completely at www.shamelessangel.com/blog so start reading it there now! :)

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Fan Thank you!

2009-06-15T21:23:00.000-07:00

I got around to the post office to pick up a package that had been left for me and I haven't had much time to get around to blogging about my package or thanking the person that sent it. I wanted to thank him in my blog for it to be a surprise because I know he reads it thoroughly and I thought he'd get a kick out of it. I never expect gifts from fans, after all I don't even do hardcore and well my fanbase is quite the small one compared to alot of girls but I recieved the nicest gift this week from a fan. It was nice, not only because it was sentimental but because it took alot of thought. He sent me stuffed animals, perfumes, cds of his band and several other items. As well as a long letter that explained each article in debth. It was such an amazing gift. RK I thank you, you made my week! It's people like you that make what I'm doing feel worth it :)

Just an update on what's going on

2009-06-12T02:18:00.000-07:00

I've been a little busy this week, I have people coming into town to go to Erotica LA tomorrow and I've been shooting a new girl this week. I also just purchased a new imac and an HD camera that I've been playing around with. I'm exhausted this week for some reason, I'm sure stress has something to do with it. I actually fell asleep during the Laker game today and just barely woke up for the last 2 minutes before overtime. At least I got to see the end lol. Is it strange that I want the Lakers to lose a few games just so it goes the full 7 games so I get more games to watch. I essentially want the Lakers to win game 7 of course lol! The art piece I posed for will be featured at The Hive gallery in LA on Saturday June 13th.
I'm going to try my hardest to make it there but I have to shoot in Fullerton. Check out my makeup artist's sculpture site http://www.imaginerick.com/index.php his work is really amazing and I was so happy about his makeup job on me. Many people have asked me if it was makeup or photoshop in the ouraboris picture and I assure you it was makeup. I arrive at the set at 12 noon and did not leave until slightly after 8PM. It was kind of a grueling experience, I had to stand for about 4 hours and get airbrushed. I just lost my train of thought lol, It's almost 3am and I figured I needed to blog. I actually did a photoset last night so I'll post some pics in the morning, but I wanted to show you the DVD cover art I did for my friend Hooks to give out at Erotica LA tomorrow! I didn't care about the edges, they'll be cut off anyway :)I have alot of fucking free shit to do for people in the morning so I guess I'll head to bed, hopefully I'm building good karma! lol

More To Love

2009-06-09T23:56:00.001-07:00

I saw the first preview of More to Love tonight while I was watching TV on Fox. When I first heard about it I was so sceptical that they would make a mockery of the plus size community. After all they were recruiting their girls at all the local BBW clubs in LA and Hollywood. None the less we always want to see the brighter things in a situation so I am hoping that it does good things for the plus size community instead of just making fun of them. The preview doesn't start out that great, it's all these girls crying about how bad their life is because they are fat and how they can't find love for that same reason.... Lame! I know I've heard around the twitter world that some BBWs are upset that the "bachelor" on the show is also fat. I don't think that's a horrible thing, I mean they don't put fat men on shows like the Bachelorette either. It only seems fair that both parties can be "More to Love" right? I just really hope the show isn't just a huge joke, I hope they don't have dates centered around eating and too many more interviews with girls crying about how they are fat. After all I don't think any of the girls on the show ever had trouble finding a man, they are all fairly beautiful "fat girls"

No need

2009-06-08T21:39:00.000-07:00

So I really didn't believe the amount of responses I received from my last blog. In all honesty I didn't know that many people read it. The truth is, as many of you know, I work constantly and never take much time to myself. I actually came to California by doing a plus size modeling shoot(non adult) and that's something I've always enjoyed. Now when I shoot it's basically only adult shoots for my website. Well about 3 weeks ago I was asked to do a shoot for a piece of art. It was a seven deadly sins theme and I was to be Greed. I was painted up like a snake and I was supposed to be eating my own tail. The shoot got me motivated to set up more shoots so I hit up all the photographers that had messaged me lately and let them know that I was available to shoot if they still wanted to shoot me. I went to the shoot and I had an absolutely amazing time. I met several local artist and they were very inspirational. One even does special effects for movies and asked if he could contact me for his next movie as one of the extras. As you can imagine, it really excited me. The past week I've done a lot of "soul searching". I've been putting so much time and effort into the business that I forgot to take any time for me. That's made me a little unhappy. Not necessarily manic depressive or anything lol but just not.. Fulfilled. There is so much I want to do with my life and so much I've put off. I know that Happy Endings are never as fairytale as we all want them to be but there are a few things I want to put first now and one of them is me.

Who am I?

2009-06-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

Who am I? Somewhere along the road I lost myself. I thought that point was when I had fallen into a deep depression in a long term relationship and I had invested every amount of time and energy I had into fantasy games such as Magic the Gathering and Lineage II. I looked at them as a release, a way to get away from the reality of my life and how unhappy I'd become, but in reality they had became a different type of prison that I had emerged myself into. I loved the games, I loved the people that played the games, these were some of the smartest, funniest and most talented people I had ever met and they communicated with me on my level. However; at the same time I was letting everything crumble down around me. I wouldn't go to college some days because I thought that that day didn't matter that much and I could just stay home and play games. Then I wouldn't want to do my homework. Engineering homework was such grueling homework that would take me several hours to work out so I'd get frustrated and wouldn't want to work on it anymore. Somehow I always managed to pass my engineering classes but the others suffered. I dropped classes here and there in order to have time to pass the engineering courses. Not many a semester but they eventually added up to where they didn't want to give me student loans anymore and well.. one C took away my full paid scholarship so I was left with no funding. Knowing I couldn't afford it on my own and I definately couldn't tell my parents the reason I couldn't get student loans I decided to go to work full time and take one semester off to save money. Cliche I know but I never went back to finish my bachelors degree. I dropped out of college with 102 credit hours completed out of 128 needed to finish my bachelors degree. Today I'm sitting here thinking, I lost myself then but 3 years later I'm still lost and trying to figure myself out. I'm 25 years old I should know what I want to do with my life and I should be working on getting there. I enjoy doing my website but everyday i know more that it's not going to get me the things I want out of life. I love designing websites even more than I enjoy doing my own, but it's once again something that is overrunning my life and not making that much revenue. There is alot of costs and risks involved in the porn industry. Yesterday a guy that I've been envious of and looked up to for quite a few years hit me up in a personal message. I was so thrilled and at the same time I was a little embarrassed, not because I'm embarrassed of myself or the way I look because that's what brought him to talk to me in the first place but because here I was chatting to someone I really looked up to and all I could think about was will he ever truly see me as an intelligent conversationalist or will he only see my huge ass. And of course after he whacked off to my website he pretty much didn't chat with me again. Maybe he's busy, I can give him that. He's a celebrity of a sort and has a ton of things other to do but that's what I think about now. I can't even have a valid friendship without thinking about what others think about what I do. Anyway that made me think about what I'm doing with my life and what I want to do with it. I'm looking to find myself, I think the first step is enrolling in college to finish up what I started.

Sometimes I don't feel like Shameless Angel

2009-06-03T21:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I get really excited about things and I do them very very well for awhile and then I get into a rut and don't feel like doing anything that pertains to "Shameless Angel". Sometimes Shameless Angel gets me depressed and although she really is who I am sometimes I want people to see me for me. To see the girl that hates to get up early in the morning, the girl that hates to sleep alone but usually does, the girl that loves to do for others as long as they are appreciative of what's being done, the girl that wears no makeup for days on end and wears jeans and tshirts on a daily, the girl that has alot more to give than just a certain amount of boobs and ass. Don't get me wrong I love being thought of as attractive or whatnot but to be honest I don't see myself as anything other than the girl next door. I get super excited when people email me, I find enjoyment in the simple things in life like birds or flowers. I fall in love with every song that mentions my name. I feel the need to defend myself. I've been in a rutt this past week. I haven't done my duties as a webmodel. It's time to get in gear. Even though I don't always feel beautiful, I love my latest set at www.shamelessangel.com!

I have a webcam show at June 8th at 6PM PST and June 17th at 11PM PST

Thank you for your patience

2009-05-26T17:34:00.001-07:00

I just wanted to thank all of you that have been members for being so patient with me and my site. It was down for about a week while switching servers. Lunarpages, my previous host decided that they were no longer going to allow adult content on their servers so they up and suspended all my sites, so not only were my sites down i had no wayof retrieving the content through FTP. Some of you may not know what I'm talking about but my new server was nice enough to download all the content and put it back up. It ended up taking alot longer but everything is up and working fine now. IF you are a member please email me at shamelessangel69@yahoo.com and let me know your login and I can extend your membership! Those of you that aren't members yet I'd love to have you as new members :) Check out my latest update!

You can also join my site as well as 6 others at http://www.plushpass.com

My site is down temporarily

2009-05-16T21:12:00.001-07:00

To all my loyal fans and website members, my hosting company has taken the liberty to take down my site and all the other site's on my server because they decided last month they were no longer going to host adult sites. Needless to say that wasn't the case two years ago when I got the server lol. Anyway they graciously turned off all my sites today(Saturday) while no one is there to help me get my sites back up so I can at least transfer them to a different server. Please don't be alarmed it isn't a security risk or anything else and I'll surely give you the extra days that you may have missed on my site but I will try to get the sites back up and running first thing Monday. Of course it will take a few hours to transfer all the content. I just wanted to keep you informed on what was going on and let you know the sites will be back up shortly so please hang in there with me.

I love a good ass fucking

2009-05-14T01:25:00.000-07:00

As some of you know, well many people know. I love anal sex. Sometimes I think I like anal sex better than regular sex and one thing I love more than anything is letting a guy have my ass as his first anal experience. I've not had many sexual partners, well at least less than I can count on my hands but I've been the first and probably only anal experience for many of them. In my previous blog you met Fabio and you know how much I love giving oral sex but as much as I love that I love anal sex so much more. Long before I sucked every drop out of Fabio's throbbing member we discussed anal sex. I figured it was more common in Brazil than in the US but Fabio let me know it wasn't as normal there as I thought. He was shy to talk about it but I could tell he was aroused just hearing the words bunda sexo. lol As I told you before things in Brazil just steamed up even more after that night. We did our share of flirting and kissing in the car but didn't get much further than that since Fabio still lived with his mom. Luckily Valentine's Day falls in June in Brazil and that day came around while I was visiting. I don't know what got into the shy Brazilian I'd been friends with for several years but he decided to rent a motel in Brazil which is quite a dirty thing to do in Brazil, they rent them hourly and are basically made for "sex". Motels in Brazil are nothing like in the US they are absolutely beautiful and luxurious. When we first arrived we had to drive through a maze of condo looking buildings until we drove into our private garage and shut the door. There were stairs leading to the bedroom with a huge multiperson shower and a jacuzzi tub on the first floor. When we went to the second floor it was a pool table and and a dining area as well as a big tv. That wasn't it, it had a third floor that had a swimming pool in the room with skylights and lounge chairs and it was amazing. Of course the first thing I wanted to do was jump into the pool. Instead of getting my suit on I just got naked and jumped right in. It took some persuasion to get Fabio to join me. We played and we kissed and I was totally turned on. I thought to myself "this would be an awesome place to fuck". I told Fabio he could fuck me in the ass if he wanted to. He asked if I was serious and I in turn pulled my body up on the side of the pool with my ass still hanging off the edge and opened my ass cheeks to let him know I was as serious as could be. He grabbed one ass cheek and spit on the tip of his dick. He proceeded to gently glide the head of his dick into my tight pink asshole. You know no matter how gentle you insert a dick in your ass it's initially going to hurt! I cringed a little but the pain felt so good. My ass made it's own lubricant and Fabio put a hand on each hip and started to pound deeper into my ass. Oh, it felt so good feeling his shaft slide in and out of my tightness. My feet were still dangling into the pool in not the most comfortable position so I made him flip me over. He pushed both my legs to one side of his neck and while holding onto my legs near the knees he fucked the shit out of my ass. I knew he wouldn't last long and I could feel his piece throbbing inside of me. I opened my legs and wrapped them around his skinny little body and pulled his manhood deeper into me. I felt him start to cum and I lunged my ass harder onto his dick. He held on tight as he filled my ass with cum then he sank back into the pool and lie there like every ounce of energy had just been drained from him. The cum oozed out of my ass and down my leg and I felt satisfied at myself for letting him cream his first asshole! I'm sure he'll never forget me....

Yes I swallow!

2009-05-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not I'm a somewhat shy girl even though I am able to show my body naked on the internet. I've had very few boyfriends but I've always had a huge sex drive. A few years ago I went on a trip to Brazil to visit my friend Fabio. The men in Brazil are beautiful, dark skin, romantic language and some of the biggest dicks I've ever seen. Well at least the friend I went to visit in Brazil did. His family invited me into their home and even though I could barely speak their language we immediately bonded. Fabio showed me around Brazil and even took his vacation time to make sure I was never alone in the huge country. The first time I saw he was attracted to me was one day when I came out of the shower and was in a short little towel and still dripping a little bit. He ran into me in the hallway and I looked down and saw the bulge in his shorts move a little bit. I just smiled but not too much to let him know I knew he had a hard on. A few nights later we went out dancing at a Brazilian club with some of his friends. I'd had a little bit to drink by the time we got back to his house but it had been such a fun night of dancing and singing. His mother had her boyfriend over that night so we both said hello to them then I stumbled to the guest room and Fabio headed to his room. I layed there face up on the bed and thought about how great the night was and there was only one thing that could make it better. I got up to use the restroom but really was just trying to scope out what his mother was doing. She was on the couch cuddled up with her boyfriend so instead of heading back to my guest room, I quietly opened his door and stood there. He looked at me with a quizzical look on his face then I motioned to him to come to the door so I could tell him something. He got up out of his bed and walked over. I slipped the rest of my body through the door and closed it quickly then I reached for his zipper. He kind of laughed then said we couldn't do it because his mom was in the other room. But I didn't care I pulled out his dick that was already completely hard by the time I got it out of his pants. Wow it was bigger than I first thought, almost 10 inches... I moved his hand over the door as if to hold it shut in case anyone tried to get in. In my mind I knew no one would but it was still exciting to think there was a chance of getting caught. I gave him a sly grin then put my mouth over the head of his dick. I slowly ran my mouth as far as I could up his shaft and back down again until he started thrusting his pelvis into my mouth. I took it well but with tears in my eyes but I was so excited that I just kept sucking vigorously. I looked up at him and he had his head back with his mouth open trying not to moan while one hand rested on the door and the other on the back of my head. He quickly stopped me and said "I need something to cum in". With his dick still in my mouth I shook my head and smiled at him with my eyes. I kept sucking faster and tighter. He started to get worried, "I'm about to cum, I need something to cum in". I realized he wasn't getting it so I told him it was ok to just cum. It wasn't even 10 seconds later when he released his hot load down my throat. I felt like I was swallowing for minutes. He looked as if he was about to fall to his knees. I stood up and wiped off my face and headed back to the guest room. I knew the rest of my Brazil trip had taken a turn for the better!

Rude BBW Tour

2009-05-11T23:39:00.000-07:00

I've been a webcam model on rude for about a year now. I really enjoy the site and it's actually where I watch porn when I want to masturbate lol. No Joke! I've spent many of hours watching the anal porn videos haha. They have a new BBW tour to see all the BBW webcam girls which I thought was pretty cool. Anyway it's one of my favorite sites so if you want to check it out make sure you check it out through me :)

Plump Pages and Plump Pages Blog

2009-05-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

So I've been neglecting my blog lately, I did that thing where I wrote a blog and I decided not to post it because it was too personal but I've also been working on a new blog at plumppages.blogspot.com. It's a blog about my new site www.PlumpPages.com! you should all check it out if you are a bbw fan!

2009-05-07T02:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel like I'm screaming out for attention and no one is responding to me. In reality I'm not an attention whore but I just want to be noticed sometimes. I guess it could have something to do with never feeling good enough. There will always be people that are prettier than me, sexier than me, smarter than me with bigger boobs than me. There will always be that person that works harder than me and that person that answers more of her fans than me. It seems like no matter how hard I try there is always someone better than me and that makes me feel like I should be better.

Oopsie~!

2009-05-07T00:37:00.000-07:00

So I accidentally deleted everything on my blog today except the blogs themself lol. At least that stayed right? I tried to redo my blog and make it look better but nothing I did helped so it now looks almost exactly the same as it did before. I hope you enjoy it lol. I have about 20 projects in the works right now and I'm not seeming to get any of them finished because I keep starting a new project. I really need to write a to do list and stick to it. I really want to write an erotic story but I just haven't been that inspired lately. Maybe if I got some really good lovin I'd be up to write a story about it. But I seem to be that girl that has to be content with almost no sex in her life! I guess maybe I should write an erotic story about masturbating... the problem is I hardly do that anymore either. Wow I need to get a life outside of work...

CLIPS 4 SALE

2009-05-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

I just did a photoshoot with RavynX this weekend and after I saw the pics of myself I was once again unhappy with my recent weight gain. I've almost gained about 4 inches in my waist and ass. Some may find that exciting lol but I hate being able to see the difference in my body in my pictures. I become more and more self concious. In fact I haven't done any videos lately but I need to get my ass in gear and just bite the bullet and do them. Maybe I'll get ready and do some videos tomorrow I just know that we already have a model scheduled to shoot so I may be too tired to shoot content myself. Anyway I wanted to let you know I just added 4 clips to my clips 4 sale store and I'd love it if you'd stop by and check them all out!

CLIPS 4 SALE

New photos of Chessie Moore!

2009-05-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

Even though I have been revamping Chessie Moore's site www.chessieland.com, I had only just spoken to her online until yesterday. I had the chance of meeting her and shooting a few sets of pictures of her. She's such a sweet lady and has done alot in her day, Chessie is trying to get back into the porn scene and start shooting again, so I'll try to get her some gigs soon. Her site has been doing fairly well rather quickly, it seems people still have a thing for Chessie Moore. The picutes I took of Chessie turned out great! Check them out!

2009-04-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

So I launched www.chessieland.com and it was approved by Visa yesterday so that's a new project to work on getting complete. I need to change some things that I took off the site because ccbill declined the site because of them. I updated Kitty Lee's new site this week with two updates, a bondage update and a guest model Chessie Moore update lol. As well as updated Subrina Sex Fiends with a photo set I like to call pregnant pussy. It's the beautiful Bonnie Blaze in all her pregnant glory. I'm about to head to bed because, well because I'm tired and I don't really have anything interesting on my brain. Hopefully I can wake up with something intriguing to say lol perhaps not but I'll leave it at that.

2009-04-23T23:25:00.001-07:00

Well I'm really excited today I got an interview from April Flores, honestly I think she's beautiful and takes great pics so I was feeling great to read her answers to my questions. I am creating a free bbw site to learn about models in the community and also just to help BBWs promote their site. I have a part of it open so far but I can't wait to have a beautiful front page for it. You can see it at www.Plumppages.com/main.html You can check out April Flores' blog at www.fattyd.com, check her out she's very interesting!

Can BBW sign an exclusive contract?

2009-04-22T01:48:00.000-07:00

Do you think it's possible for a BBW to have an exclusive contract with a certain company? I mean there isn't that much BBW work out there in the first place. Last week CJ Wright signed his first BBW contract girl for his site. Her name is Victoria Secret. She's very well known in the BBW porn community but come on, how often can CJ Wright shoot her for his site. It's not the Victoria Secret site. He doesn't even update that often and it's a multi-girl site, hence a different girl every week. I can see him shooting her maybe once a month but is that worth her giving up her porn career and becoming exclusive. I haven't talked to either party involved so I really don't have any idea how it's supposed to work. I've only heard of one other girl being a "contract girl" in the BBW world and she's absolutely getting no work and I've seen her in no dvds. I'm wondering in CJ's case if it's basically him being her agent and getting people to shoot her as long as he's getting paid. If not I don't think Ms. Secret will be settling for a very lucrative career only shooting for Cj Wright's site which ends up on dvd. You can read the article about the contract at: http://adultfyi.com/read.php?ID=34340

How well do you know me?

2009-04-22T01:19:00.000-07:00

"A secret is either too big to be kept, or not big enough to be worth keeping!"

The porn world is such a lonely world...Even though I don't do hardcore porn I've been in every aspect of the porn world and alot of times it's hard to know who your real friends are and who is playing you at every angle. It's hard to know who you can talk to without them running back and telling everyone else. Or who's in it to make money off of your body and paying you as little as possible. You get paid for one scene and it ends up on 6 dvds. You do a magazine shoot and 15 pics go into the spread while the other 200 are being sold as a set on the photographers site. On the other end of the spectrum I'm a photographer and I don't pay many girls to shoot. I only do website's so I don't really make enough money to pay a girl to shoot, I only do content trade most of the time. The difference is it doesn't go on several dvds where I'm making huge profit and I don't sell any of the content to make a profit. If the girl wants to sell the content it's fine it's hers to do as she pleases. I don't really know what got me on this subject tonight, I think sometimes I just feel alone in this porn circle. Everyone knows everyone but it's so hard to really "know" anyone!

What type of hatred is ok?

2009-04-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

So I've been somewhat disturbed all day over the Miss America Pageant. I'm am deeply saddened that Miss California is catching so much flack for answering a question she was forced to answer. I am not against gay marriage, in reality I could care less about gay marriage at all. I only see marriage as a word and it doesn't even seem that important to straight people anymore. Marriage isn't even seen as something worth investing time and energy in. Couple file for divorce in the drop of a hat, yet it's such a huge controversy that homosexuals be able to marry. It's understandable that the girl answered the question the way she did. That doesn't mean I agree with her but most beauty pageant contestants are the most hardcore Christians there are and a hardcore church going christian would not agree with gay marriage. Especially not on live television. Of course Miss California could have worded it different but she had no idea what her question would be and she had a very few seconds to answer it. Now she is getting blasted by the media and the very outed gay judge Perez Hilton. How did he become a judge anyway? All he does is talk shit about people on a daily basis. While it's mildly entertaining to read his blog, I don't see him as a respectable Miss America pageant judge. Today Perez blogged loudly about how Miss California was a "dumb bitch". Very professional to call a contestant in a pageant you are judging a dumb bitch. All he's doing is spreading hatred and it's hatred that is keeping gays from marrying in the first place. How do you stand for equality and try to get people to see your point of view and in the same instance spew hatred and try to get the world to share in your hatred. Aren't you trying to teach tolerance of others? Aren't you trying to make a point of all these people that are against your plight because they hate that you are gay? I just can't agree with the way it all was handled. On the other hand no one will remember who Miss America is all they will remember is the girl that offended with her final question answer. Both sides of the hatred sadden me.

Getting Organized

2009-04-18T19:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I have so much on my mind that I forget to breathe. No really, I forget to breathe. Once I realize that I haven't taken a breath of air in several seconds I let out a big sigh. I've been so overwhelmed with everything I have to do that sometimes I just want to do none of it. Sometimes I want to throw it all away and just go back to working 9 to 5 and not having to worry about how well any of this stuff is going to do. I spent all day today making free galleries for Chessie Moore, Subrina's Sex Fiends and Farrah Foxx. I haven't been updating them as often as I'd like to because in reality I thought that I didn't have enough updates so I wanted to spread them out. Well today I went through and orgranized all their updates and updated all their sites as well as planned every update out on a calender.I shouldn't run out of updates for 3 months at least. I need to update Kitty Lee's site but she's pregnant and not shooting at the moment even though I'd love to take pregnant pictures of her. I'm sure her boobs look bigger than they already are. Members that join her site I'm having to offer them my site for free just so they don't get disappointed at no updates. I'm about to make a pass with several sites on it, I think it will be great! The content on Subrina's Sex Fiends is so great I just wish I could get more people to join it to see. It's a hard name to remember and she spelled it weird as www.SubrinaSexFiends.com she would have been better off just calling it a better name for a multigirl site. It's mostly BBW but there are some skinny chicks and some pregnant chicks on there as well. I really think it's a great site it just isn't getting the right amount of traffic. Hell even though I'm pooped at least I'm getting organized right? Here are the newest updates on all those sites.

Regular Blogging

2009-04-17T01:08:00.000-07:00

I'm going to start blogging again regularly once I wake up in the morning lol! Till then you can check out my new update at http://www.shamelessangel.com!

Chessieland.com launched

2009-04-14T22:37:00.000-07:00

So I've been up to alot lately, I feel like I never have any time to rest but that's life I guess. I keep getting hope that the economy will get better but it doesn't seem like it's really getting any better. I somewhat finished a site I've been working on for a few weeks. I still have alot that I want to do with the site it's called www.Chessieland.com. Anyone that has loved big tit porn over the years should know who Chessie Moore is. Right now I haven't had the privilege to shoot her myself so all the content has already been on her site or she's sending it to me herself. Www.chessieland.com had only really been redone by me, all the content is the same except for the fact that I've added a few videos and will continue to add videos this week once I get them edited. Some of the videos quality sucks but they are really cool content. It's just some classic content so that makes the site really unique. Chessie has done some crazy stuff like gang bangs and cream pies and even has a video called womb knockers where she lets a fan fuck her and cream deep inside her because his fantasy is to get her pregnant. You can check her site out here :

I've also been working on putting up a clips 4 sale store so far I only have 2 clips up but I really hate trying to make up the descriptions for each clip. You can click on this pic to get to my clips4sale store

Allmond on Subrina Sex Fiends

2009-03-29T23:09:00.000-07:00

Today I was going through some pics I took last week for www.Subrinasexfiends.com.(I weed out the bad ones and keep the really hot ones!) I remembered shooting this girl and her getting naked to try on some of my lingerie and her pussy was so freaking hairy I almost jumped back... lol. It looked like an afro on her pussy! She laughed and told me it was fake and she glued it on for a Hairy Porn shoot! What the fuck? They have hair that you glue on your pussy to make it look more hairy? Who'd of thought? I know you aren't supposed to tell these things, kinda like magicians telling their tricks but I'm not a magician and I can't get in trouble for telling porn star secrets! I'll also let you know some of the cum swallowing scenes are yogurt! I guess some aren't so you'll never know if it's real or not so you can keep the fantasy! lol Also alot of squirting scenes are a small squirt bottle of liquid placed into the vagina and at the certain moment the girl squeezes her cagle muscles and it "squirts" all the liquid out. Wow I'm ruining the fantasies of so many hairy, cum swallower, and squirter lovers! It's just strange the crazy things I've learned since I began shooting porn. Even before I started shooting I would never really watch any of that. The weirdest porn I watch is probably anal. I think it's because I like anal so much and I think about having it done to me while I'm watching it! Sorry I got off on a tangent. I really just wanted to show you all the super cute ebony chick I'm about to put on Subrinasexfiends.com! I'm trying to get her some more mainstream porn work so email me if you are interested in shooting her~! Her name is Allmond, so keep your eye out for her!

Fat girl Discrimination Lawsuit goes on!

2009-03-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

I recently wrote a blog article called Adultcon discrimination! Well Fox news just did a segment on Kelly's Court about the lawsuit. The publicity is good but they basically just made a mockery of the whole lawsuit against the discrimination. You can see the video here:

Renaud West the owner of Adultcon decided to join the frenzy and issued a press release. He claims the girls were just looking for a payday instead of just wanting to exhibit. Yes the girls knew that after they sent in the money and their pictures that ADultcon would send the money back and tell them they couldn't be a part of the show! They just knew they were going to be discriminated against and had it all planned out to file a lawsuit. Adultcon claims that after they were threatened with a lawsuit they invited the ladies back... of course they had to return the money and get ready in 4 days. And why would anyone want to attend a function much less pay to attend a function that they were already told they weren't wanted at? Makes alot of sense to me! Anyway here is the article at Adultfyi.com : http://adultfyi.com/read.php?ID=33617 and here is is the link to a show on Rude TV http://www.rude.com/tv/archive/id/79008 with Farrah Foxx, Chocolate Nights, and Desiree Devine.

Kardashian takes heat for being curvy!

2009-03-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

You know it's a shame that our society has come to the point where when they see a real woman in print they scrutinize her for her every flaw. As for Kim Kardashian I think she looks flawless in the first picture. She took the time to blog about it and I think she did herself a load of justice! She's an inspriration to all curvy girls everywhere!

Losing Faith in People

2009-03-26T12:33:00.000-07:00

I hate always writing negative when I blog but somehow that's always when I feel the need to write out my feelings, when I'm sad or blue. Today started out crappy and has continued that way throughout the day. I woke up way too early with my new puppy licking my face trying to play, that didn't start my day out bad of course lol. I layed in bed for about 40 minutes and played tug-o-war with her and cuddled. Then at about 9am I called to see if they shipped my lingerie order that I ordered on Saturday. They didn't send me my usual confirmation but when I called on Tuesday they said they'd ship it out on Wednesday. Well to my surprise they still hadn't shipped it out 6 days later(this company boasts of a 24 hour turnaround) and they had the nerver to tell me it would be tomorrow. I held my composure and got off the phone but sent them a professional email expressing my discontent. They told me they'd send it out today with overnight shipping on them. I thought that was great and that I had gotten what I wanted until I received the invoice charging me 34.95 for overnight shipping... they also told me that next time I need to specify if I needed it by a certain date. Their policy is a 24 hour turnaround to mail it out why would i have to specify I needed the shipment a week later? I'm also still sick, I can't get rid of this cough and nothing makes me stop coughing. :( If that wasn't enough I sent this girl an interview to fill out to feature on my new free site I'm working on, that I want to be unique and different than other sites and she forwarded the interview to another blog owner to post on their blog. I guess I didn't specify that they were my interview questions for my site so it's partially my fault but now people have already read the interview elsewhere so it's nothing new to them. It saddened me quite a bit. To top it all off my dog shit right in the middle of the kitchen and my "boss" won't get off my back about finishing website stuff up even though I'm sick and I should just be in bed. I haven't showed you a pic of my new puppy yet! I love her but I've become one of those crazy people that wants to dress her dog and takes her everywhere with me. She's so extremely sweet. I didn't really realize dogs could be so sweet and have such tremendous personality. She's already potty trained even though I'm lazy sometimes and wait too long to take her out. She plays fetch all the time and she knows the name of every one of her toys! I tell her to get the ball, she gets the ball, I tell her to get her squirrel, she goes and gets the squirrel. She smiles and always wags her tail! She makes me incredibly happy just seeing her some days!

Pigs in a Blanket!

2009-03-24T15:54:00.000-07:00

This week has been a weird week for me. I nee to get a job to pay my rent. I'll have a lot less time for my site and my sites but it looks like it's something that will have to be done. I got the nicest email today from a fan and a member of my site and I just have to apologize for not webcamming recently. I several reasons/excuses for that, one my yahoo messenger stopped working a long time ago when I got a virus and I haven't been able to figure out why even after reformatting my computer, I use a messenger client called pidgin now to view my yahoo messenger through but this client doesn't allow me to do webcam chat... I also try to schedule my show around the times when I think I have nothing to do but as you can tell usually something always comes up that I have to do. Sometimes I'm just too tired and don't feel like putting makeup on and doing my hair... once again that's my fault for being lazy about it. I am going to try to be better about it. I think I may try to webcam as a part time job for extra income as well at www.rude.com They have a good set up and let me keep more of the money than the other webcam outlets let me keep. I also wanted to let you know that one of the other sites I webmaster FarrahFoxx.com is having a huge promotion! If you sign up for the 3month subscription for 49.95$ Farrah will send you a personal autographed dvd of her newest release as well as a note saying thanks

What a day!

2009-03-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life shuts a door you are running through and it slams you right in the face, and it hurts. You'd like to go through the window but you need an ice pack for your bleeding nose first.I know I'm making no sense whatsoever but at times I feel like my life is completely fulfilled and at other times like now it feels empty. I feel useless like nothing I've ever done means anything. I know I shouldn't be blogging about how shitty life can be sometimes, but I'm just like everyone else. I get depressed, I worry furiously about money, I get jealous of other girls, I hate to worry about being alone, I worry about if my life is right, I wonder if I'm going to hell, I wonder if there is a hell! I wonder if anyone really reads this blog or gives a shit lol. I'm tired of gaining weight, tomorrow is starting a new day and I'm going to lose this weight I've gained. I apologize in advance. I'm not quite sure what my brain is thinking. Everything is coming out so fast and I don't even have the nerve to edit what I'm typing. On top of everything effecting me in life I lost a member today because ccbill didn't fix a problem the customer was having, instead they just emailed my webmaster to fix it and instead of my webmaster fixing it, she emailed ccbill to tell them what was wrong and asked them to fix it. By that time the member was upset he couldn't access the site and just voided the transaction. I grovelled and offered him a free month to the site if he decided to come back but it may be too late. CCbill is really fucking me on my site lately and it seems to only be effecting my site out of the 13 we have. I'm not sure what I did for this Karma lol. I've been super busy. I finished a big busty models site a while back and I'm ready to submit it to the all giving ccbill tomorrow. I'm also working on another huge tit models site as we speak. I was hoping to have alot of it done this weekend but I've been sick with a cold and a fever. I can only work for so long then I want to sleep. I receieved another order from nomoregrannypanties.com today. I do get excited every time I get an order. I won't make as much money because I try to price the plus size items the same as the regular size items because it doesn't seem fair to charge more for bigger items but in reality the distributors I buy from charge quite a bit more for larger sizes. This order just happened to be an extended size order so it lowered my profit. I also have free shipping as well for orders over 100$ and her's was so I'm out of pocket on that too but still I am thoroughly excited and can't wait until my next order! I took some pics of discontinued items I have in stock and once they are gone they won't be sold again! They are so hot!

2009-03-20T20:05:00.000-07:00

I just wanted you all to know that I've revamped my site and it's absolutely beautiful and hot! I was so excited to see the end result. I liked my old site but after almost 2 years it was definitely time to change it up a bit. I've changed a bit so should my site. It has 3 preview videos on there so stop by and check it out at ShamelessAngel.com

Happy St. Patty's Day!

2009-03-17T22:22:00.000-07:00

It's days like today that make me wonder what my family genes are. I look so much like my mother and my father but at the same time I look nothing like either of them. I am a natural blonde, with really fair skin and blue eyes. Both of my parents are much darker than me, my mom is a red head, a real red head with freckles and brown eyes. My dad's hair is almost black and also has dark brown eyes. Now that I've dyed my hair red I definitely look Irish but I'm not sure whether or not I am. In fact I have no idea of any of my heritage. I know for a fact my cousins are mostly Irish, in fact they have the last name O'Sullivan... doesn't get much more Irish than that. On that note I've always hung out with my cousins on this very day, the Irish are so giving with the liquor lol. It was always such a fun day. Tonight I just stayed home so I could watch my favorite show, American Idol lol. But I took a few pics just from you. Make sure you check out the rest of this set at www.shamelessangel.com!

BBW 4 some

2009-03-11T02:23:00.000-07:00

I just returned home from a late night 4 some. Of course I was shooting it! lol Desiree Devine and Farrah Foxx did a scene with two dudes and I think it turned out super hot. Neither had anything like that on their website yet so it's great footage. I'm trying to get them each to go a little out of their comfort zone and do things that they normally wouldn't do. I know I'm a hypocrite because I don't do porn but if I did I would be so nasty and crazy in order to be the best lol. It's so hard to compete in todays porn world, there is so much shit out there for free so people only pay to see you if you have something unique to offer them. Something they can't really find anywhere else: whether it's talking shit, being a midget, having humongous tits, or just plain out doing all the nasty things men dream about. I'm such a nasty girl, I think I'd make a good porn star. I'm just a little prude lol. Even though I don't mind showing my body off or being sexual and fucking a toy or two every now and then I still find it only satisfying to have sex with someone I care about.I still have so many fantasies and so many nasty things I want to so and do do in my life but I just can't do them with a bunch of strange(different) men. Maybe I'm still young and just have that naive mentality. We have a new girl trying to get into the porn business this week. I don't think she'll make it long, she had a boyfriend and a child and says she doesn't really like sex... lol sometimes I really don't understand people. I will shoot her for Subrina's Sex Fiends though. I think the site is great, it has a lot of fun and different content. If you haven't already you should check it out HERE! I'm also running out of sexy lingerie. If you'd like to donate some you can check out my store at www.nomoregrannypanties.com lol. I'll post some 4some pics soon.

Wheel of Fortune Audition and No More Granny Panties

2009-03-04T23:24:00.000-08:00

Today has been an interesting day for me. I woke up early, much earlier than usual because I had a big day ahead. Feb 28th I received an invitation to attend an audition to Wheel of Fortune. You see I've been trying to get on Wheel of Fortune for several years now and there really isn't a way except to apply. Well I finally got my letter to attend. I had to be in Culver City at 10 am so that meant I needed to leave the house at 8am and like usual that didn't happen. My hair wouldn't dry, my eyelashes wouldn't stay on, I couldn't find my receipt... everything that could make me late was happening. Worst of all it was raining so the traffic was horrific on the 405! Andy decided he would ride with me to the audition just so I could take the carpool lane, and boy was I glad he did. The regular lanes were at a slow crawl while the carpool lane was moving at about 40 mph... I barely made it on time. The audition started out with about 80-100 people. We discussed how things worked and did a bunch of mock games to see people's personality and make sure we were loud enough for people to hear on tv. Then we took a wheel of fortune written test. It was basically a bunch of puzzles where we had 5 minutes to finish as many as we could. I knew I did fairly well on the written part compared to the people next to me and I was right. They allowed 17 people to go back to the next set of auditions where we introduced ourselves and finished more puzzles. They then let us know if we were chosen for the show we'd receive a letter within 2 weeks. I'm so nervous and excited but I don't want to get my hopes up. We left and went to Fudruckers for lunch where I saw Suge Knight the co founder of Death Row Records. He's a big dude. We got a new high definition camera this week to start shooting porn dvds so then we headed to Sammy's Camera in Hollywood to buy tapes for the new camera. I didn't get home til almost 5pm and I was super tired but it was a fun and full day for me today. The rest of the night I've spent promoting my new lingerie store. I'm so excited about it because it's my baby and I've been working hard on it. It's called NO MORE GRANNY PANTIES I named it that because I get sick of people thinking because some women are plus size that they should cover themselves up with huge moo moos and granny panties. Plus size women can be sexy and beautiful! I'm trying to make a point of shooting real plus size women in my clothing so consumers can see what it really looks like on a girl with hips, big booty, boobs, and a thick waist! Make sure you check it out to help me with google traffic :) Here's a few pics of the lingerie and pics you can find on the site!

2009-02-20T00:44:00.000-08:00

I headed to Vegas this week for a few days, I really need to buy a laptop so I can keep up with everything when I'm away. As it is that will have to wait for a little while longer.The drive to Vegas was excruciatingly long. There was an accident on the freeway and it was so bad, we had our cars in park and people were hanging out chatting in the median, I think it must have taken 2 hours to get through. We arrived in Vegas late Tuesday evening with just enough time to go get some food and head to bed. I got up yesterday morning at 8am and got ready to take pics, I took 7 or 8 sets of pics in our hotel room at the Rio. It's one of my favorite hotels just because of the atmosphere. Maybe it just reminds me of home. I drove home today after going to the Women's Wear show. It was a much quicker drive but I am so sleepy now. I just wanted to stop by and let you know what was going on and let you see a few pics from the shoot this week. Let me know what you think and check me out at www.shamelessangel.com

2009-02-03T18:16:00.000-08:00

So I finally began shooting again this week. I've been off my game and really haven't felt like shooting. Many things have contributed to the lack of enthusiasm in taking pics. One thing is I've gained a little weight. I know most of you will be happy with the extra weight, probably the same ones as got upset when I started losing it. The thing is once you lose weight it seems alot harder on your self confidence when you gain it back. I've been hard on myself about gaining some weight back, and it's been hard for me to take pictures when I don't think I look sexy. When I finally decide I need to get over it and I still look good my period starts, I have my period alot more often than most people... about every 21 days I guess. Once again I'm sure you dont want to hear that but that's what's going on. The final thing that has kept me from taking pics is that I seem to have no extra time, and when I have a little extra time I usually just want to relax. But anyway I decided to take some pics last week and I really like the way they turned out and the added weight makes my butt look alot bigger! Here are a few pics from the last sets I took! See more at www.shamelessangel.com!

Been Lazy

2009-01-22T19:37:00.000-08:00

I guess I could tell you all I've been super busy and I haven't gotten around to my blog but in reality I've only been really busy the last couple of days and when I mean busy I mean busy. I've been trying to catch up on all the laziness I got myself into over the holidays. I know alot of people depend on me to get things done for them. I hate feeling like I'm letting people down if I don't do certain things and I really need to get a backbone about these things. I know you all dont want or need to know about alot of the personal things going on in my life but in reality I am still super secretive. I feel like I can't be myself without hurting someone's feelings in the process. Maybe it's not even about hurting feelings, sometimes it's about holding my tongue because I'm trying to be a business woman and I know it's not my place to spread gossip(true gossip). Doing what I do lately I'm at the center of so much gossip and controversy that sometimes it's overwhelming and I want to tell everyone. I don't of course, I think out the consequences and I realize I don't want to be the bad guy in the mix. At the same time, people expect me to take sides. I can't do that, on one hand I usually think both sides are equally as crazy as the other and on the other hand, this is my business and I have to deal with these people over and over again even when they are or are not my friends. I'm also a person that lashes out with sarcastic or angry words when someone hurts my feelings so I try to stay out of that situation. That's just my defense mechanism so sometimes it hurt people's feelings worse that the original issue. I'm really trying to get myself to be more excited about my work and be more motivated. Lately that motivation just hasn't been there. I guess it doesn't help that I've been dieting a little and it's zapping my energy. I've started 2 new sites that I'm super excited about though even though I'm scared out of my mind. I'm afraid they won't be good enough to meet expectations. I'm alright at webdesign but I'm such a newbie at it. I've only been working on it for about 6 months. I learn more every time I work on something. Right now I'm going to cut this blog short because I keep opening it and never finishing it, so if I finish it I can go onto the next blog! :P lol Check out my latest sites I've worked on at www.FarrahFoxx.com and www.SubrinaSexFiends.com

New Year's resolution!

2009-01-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

Well today is the first day of 2009 and as I look back at my blogs from 2008 I quickly read through all of them that I wrote but never had the courage to publish. I'm trying to decide if I should reveal my secrets or not. 2008 was a hard year for me, I left my family and moved to California from Mississippi, I got fired from a customer service job that I absolutely hated but I needed the money, and I left no time for myself to relax and get some joy out of life. The main reason I haven't been able to relax and enjoy life is because I keep hoping that the harder I work the more money I will make and if I keep working hard then my hard work will eventually pay off. Somedays I think that I'm fighting an uphill battle and maybe I should just roll down that hill. In 2008 I designed my first website, took my first set of pornography pics, and made my first flier. I still have so much to learn but I think I'm pretty good at it and I love to do it. Sometimes doing what you love just isn't enough. The porn industry is taking a beating right now and well frankly so is my wallet. I can barely make rent sometime. Everyone seems to be going through hard times this year and well porn seems to be one of the last things people want to spend their money on, especially when there is so much content on the internet for free. Even people that said they would always be a member of my site have decided that they don't have the means to keep paying for porn. I'm ok with that I just think I may have to do something else this year. My birthday is this week and I really want to go to Vegas and play poker because it's one of my favorite things to do but I just can't come up with the money for the trip. I've been saving but other bills always seem to come up first. My latest money eater was my camera breaking right before Christmas(for the second time this year) not to mention I had to buy presents for my family for Christmas. They weren't expecting anything but I just couldn't not send anything. Things have got to get better in 2009 right? This has got to be my year. I'm going to make it my year! My new year's resolution is to take more time out for me and enjoy life a little more. I also want to regain the creative side of me and start my artwork again, and my last New Year's resolution is to try to be a more optimistic and happier person. Welcome 2009!

New hardcore site added to the plush pass!

2008-12-18T15:03:00.000-08:00

We just added Jinger Jewels of www.JingerJewels.com to the plush pass and we are keeping the price the same! Now you can get www.shamelessangel.com, www.sexxxykarmah.com, www.synsuousbbw.com, www.ravynx.com, www.theblondegoddess.com, and now www.jingerjewels.com for one low price at www.plushpass.com! Here are a few of her recent picture sets:

Subrina's Sex Fiends

2008-12-17T14:12:00.000-08:00

I figure you all might be getting a little bored of all my personal stuff and just want to see some pussy! SO here are some very hot sets from my new multigirl site featuring BBWs, Ebonies, latinas, interracial and even pregnant at www.subrinasexfiends.com

Southern California vs Southern Mississippi

2008-12-16T14:44:00.000-08:00

If anyone said people in Mississippi were no different than people in California well they'd be lying. I've only lived in California for a little over a year now so I wouldn't consider myself an expert but I've seen several of the differences and know many of the people from both worlds. I love it in California but it's so much different here.
One of the differences I've seen in California is most people want to stay single, fuck as many people as they can and just have as much fun as they can in general. So many people in Cali are well into their 30s and 40s and make the night club their lifestyle. Now I look back into the friends I have in Mississippi that are around my age, mid 20s, they are all married, own their own home and have pictures up on their myspace of how much they love their husband and how their children are one of god's blessings. I'm somewhere in between. I'm nowhere near marriage or children or even having my own home, but I'm not at the club every weekend or trying to find a new man to have fun with at every hangout either. I'm not saying either is right or wrong the lifestyle is just so different. One is more about family and settling down the other is more about having fun and partying hard.
As far as the street life goes I never once heard of gang related activity where I grew up in Mississippi. Now in California I know names, colors and even the calls they make to let you know they are in the area. I've never seen a hard drug in my life in either state but I know they are there I just choose to stay away. Crystal Meth runs wild in Miss even to goes as people calling it "slim fast". Once again most of the drugs I've heard about in Cali are to make you have more fun like ecstasy.
Since I've moved to California I've been the target of alot of reverse racism because I have a southern accent and people assume that all people from Mississippi are racist, you know because they tell you that in the movies! People also like to joke that I'm slow or not as smart because I talk a little different than anyone else. And the thing that irritates me most is when someone says something about incest.... it's just as disgusting to Mississippians and it is to Californians.
This might cause controversy but people are genuinely nicer in Mississippi, people smile at you when you walk past or wave for no reason while they are driving down the street or hold a door open for you. People say please, and thank you, and excuse me. People don't honk constantly while you are driving down the road and if you stay at a green light for more than a millisecond people aren't ready to get out of the car and kick your ass. At my apartment in California a guy actually slammed the door on my arm the other day just because he thought I had it even though I had groceries in my hand...
My family lost alot and some lost everything in Hurricane Katrina 2 years ago and people always ask me, "why do people live in Mississippi?" Well since I've moved to California I've experienced earthquakes and wildfires. At least I knew when a hurricane was coming.
I definately miss the south but it never rains in southern california and the beaches with dolphins and seals are amazing. There is alot more stuff to do here and alot more stuff to get into. I have alot more to say but I just lost my train of thought working on other stuff. I'll come back to it when I think some more about it.

2008-12-07T03:53:00.000-08:00

I once again feel like when it rains it pours. Geez I wish I could have a wonderful day again with no problems. I took about 9 sets of pictures today and at the end of one of the sets the pictures started going blank, I really didn't think twice, I thought maybe the battery was low and I'd replace it later. Well unfortunately when I downloaded the pictured they were blank/black as well. I tried to clean the camera and reset it but with no avail. It was still taking blank pictures. It has to be something with the mirrors. So I went to go buy another camera and both of my headlights were out on my car, not just one but both! I had to drive with my brights on lol. Once I got home I went to download the pics I had taken earlier and the card was blank.....Blah it's just one of those days when nothing seems to go right. One to better thing I have several new updates up and here are a few sample pics from the galley that you can see at http://shamelessangel.com/free_gallery/silver_surfer2.html

Adultcon Discrimination

2008-12-05T13:21:00.000-08:00

So I've had a very busy few weeks lately and alot has been going on. I've had a few things to blog about but I didn't because I figured the other people involved would like to blog about it first so I waited. Recently Subrina Love contacted Desiree Devine about doing a booth together at adultcon in LA, the convention only costs about 200$ and an additional fee for the power bill but that super cheap in comparison to the 3000$ for a booth at AVN and LA Erotica plus additional fees. So they decided there was no disputing it and they would definitely be going. Chocolate Nights had also gotten a booth and was intending for Farrah Foxx to be sharing it with her. I was going to attend the event but not get a booth because frankly I don't do hardcore porn and I don't have many hardcore fans so it would be a bust for me to pay for a booth. I was going to help anyway in their adventure. We ordered tshirts to have them made and I did the graphics for the shirts. Andy was planning on creating a quick dvd featuring them as well as one or two of the other Hard Ten Girls. We went and bought a new printer for covers and bought the dvds. I was definitely stressed about the ordeal and I wasn't even attending the event lol! A day or two later Desiree informed me that the president of Adultcon had sent her an email stating that their booth had been denied because adultcon reserves the right to deny booth space to any person, who in their opinion, is disproportionate in weight in relation to their height. I was floored I really didn't believe that they could have possibly said that. I was recently turned down by SCORE Magazine for that exact reason. But Desiree forwarded me the email and that's exactly what it said!

I told Desiree they couldn't do that because it was discrimination and she should write them back about it to see where it said that in the contract. She did and he wrote back some jargon about how they can reject anything from the convention that obstructs the view. Did they really claim that fat girls obstruct the view. Why not keep quiet about it and place them in the back? That's what most people do anyway.... at least that would have avoided the controversy. Even though it wasn't about me I was still a little upset about it because I am one of those fat girls, that could have been me getting denied. I'm so upset about gaining weight and getting bigger and this just makes me realize the reason. To make a long story short a lawyer contacted the girls about a discrimination suit and he contacted adultcon. After adultcon had returned the money and the contract that was signed they then contacted the girls again and told them they could attend as soon as they sent their money in..... lol

So adultcon is this weekend and I really though I'd be there but it turns out they don't really want us fat girls there. I don't know if it puts a damper in my soul or if it fuels the fire. I guess I'll just have to wait and see!

The porn world

2008-11-24T23:31:00.000-08:00

The porn world reminds me so much of highschool at times. I try to restrain myself from drama at all times but it's a little hard to when you've turned your home into a photo studio for porn. So much gets said in my house and so many pornstars just talk to be talking. Every pornstar dislikes other pornstars and every pornstar has their hang ups. I've met some really great people in the business and some that I am completely sure that everything out of their mouth is a falsehood. They blow so much smoke up everyone's ass that's its really unfathomable that anyone believes anything they say. All good porn stars(men) know they are good at what they do and they make sure to let you and anyone in the room know that they are the best. They like to talk shit about all the men that are just starting out or have not done many scenes. The ones that are new are still naive and are the most trustworthy because they haven't figured out how to be smooth yet. The porn business is a dog eat dog world and it's overwhelming being a part of it sometimes. It's hard to trust anyone.

I woke up this morning

2008-11-22T13:02:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning after having a bad dream that's making me feel a little strange today. The dream started with me looking very frail and sickly as well as continuously throwing up. I was in the doctors office and he came in to tell me that I had terminal cancer and would only be able to live a few more days. Most people would go do things they always wanted to do and things they were afraid of doing for fear of getting hurt, but not me, no I decided to go back through everyone in my past that I'd ever broke their heart or done something mean to and apologize for it. The thing is it had nothing to do with being forgiven. None of the people in my dream held anything against me and I've never been intentionally mean to anyone so it was basically me needing to get the sorriness off my chest. I'm not sure what this dream means. I haven't done anything recently that I'm not proud of and I'm sure I haven't done anything to hurt anyone. The craziest thing is I woke up feeling like a bad person. I hate that. Sometimes if I'm really angry in my dreams I'll wake up super angry in the morning for no reason. I've even caught myself waking up crying in my sleep. Dreaming is such an amazing reaction. I guess I'll have to try to figure out what last nights dream is supposed to mean. Maybe I am just stressed and feeling out of control of everything in my life. *Shrugs* who knows.

Never Enough

2008-11-20T18:31:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I work or no matter how much I do it's never enough. What happens when you give 100% of yourself and it's not enough? Never enough in life, never enough in life, never enough in friendship. I think I think too much, I always have too much running through my head. I feel like I never get enough done and I know I do so much. I had the day alone today and boy it felt like a thousand pounds was lifted off my shoulders. I am not sure why I felt the weight was there in the first place but sometimes it feels like people are always at my home and I never get time alone anymore. I lock myself in my room to get my work done most of the time, but it's not really that fun to me, so being alone today in my own home was so relieving and relaxing. Of course I still had more work to do than normal. I'm not even going home for Thanksgiving in hopes of getting caught up on some of this work I have to do. I have 4 sites I'm working on and one is a multigirl site and the other is a well known porn star so it frightens me that I may not have her site up to par with the way she will want it. I feel more stressed out than usual and I'm not sure if the stress will ever cease. The money keeps getting less and less in todays economy so I have to work more and more to keep things moving. I think Christmas will be hard this year. Maybe this is just not for me, perhaps I should stick with accounts payable and customer service work. I love my job, I love doing what I do I just feel like it's a process that may never pan out for me. I used to be an optimist now I'm just a realist. I want to be that always happy person again.

Max Hardcore Preps 'Farewell 2 Freedom' Party Friday

2008-11-19T16:15:00.000-08:00

Posted: 11/19/2008 Author: xPeeps Team

LOS ANGELES — With perhaps just days left as a free man, Max Hardcore is hosting a party Friday night at the Forbidden City nightclub in Hollywood. The party’s banner: “Farewell 2 Freedom.”

“We’re inviting everybody down from the industry to the event to rally against what the government is doing — and also have a good time,” Hardcore told XBIZ.

Hardcore, whose birth name is Paul F. Little, was sentenced last month to serve 46 months in a federal penitentiary following conviction on multiple obscenity counts at U.S. District Court in Tampa. With his case having exhausted all legal procedures in that court and as Hardcore’s attorneys work on an appeal in the 11th U.S. Circuit of Appeals, it is all but inevitable that Hardcore will be reporting to prison.

The only question is when.

To that end, a letter is scheduled to arrive any day that will designate when and where he will turn himself in. His likely destination appears to be a prison camp at the medium-security prison in Lompoc, he said.

Once the letter arrives, Hardcore attorney H. Louis Sirkin will be able to lobby the 11th Circuit judges to suspend the sentence pending appeal. The likelihood of being successful at that are low.

“From what I have heard, it’s not common,” Hardcore said. “At this point, I’m resigned to go in.”

Aside from Friday’s party, which is being promoted by SteamXXX.com, Hardcore is continuing to work with the Free Speech Coalition to get a message of unity out to the adult industry, one that he believes can “present a unified front of resistance” to Justice Department’s obscenity prosecutions.

For his part, Sirkin previously told XBIZ that Hardcore’s case is likely to land before the U.S. Supreme Court. Once there, it has the potential to redefine the application of community standards as a measure of obscenity in the Internet age.

Legal precedent aside, the ramifications for the adult industry may be felt sooner.

Hardcore said he believes that if the adult industry doesn’t join forces against the Justice Department’s obscenity prosecutions — even in the Obama administration — the government will become more aggressive. That could ultimately “decimate” the adult industry or push it more offshore, he said.

“We’ve got to change the system, and the only way we’re going to survive is to effectively destroy and disable the existing obscenity laws and put in place a firm set of guidelines,” Hardcore said.

Shoes!

2008-11-16T01:02:00.000-08:00

I love this picture so much. I found this picure while going through some older sets that I haven't put up yet on my site and I decided it had to be photoshopped and put up. By photoshop I only changed the lighting and background not the actual legs. That's why I liked the pic so much, it made my legs look so long and smooth. Out of all my features I am partial to my legs. I was an athlete most of my life so I always had muscular legs, now that I don't run everyday and I'm not working my legs out then have slimmed down but still have some muscle definition that I love. I'm also a shoe whore. I'm not really sure how many shoes I have and in all honestly I really don't like to wear them lol but I love to put them on and take pictures then display them prettily in a shoe rack. I know I have three door hanging shoe racks, two shelves in my closet and a my daily shoes on the floor in my closet:

I have tons of updates in my shoes from my website, you can see some of them here:

2008-11-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

I'm so hard up for money I found myself reading craigslist today trying to find a part time job. I am going to try to start webcamming on a daily basis too, I just have to get my webcam room set up. I'm also going to start doing private show through yahoo. I'm making my private shows 3$ per minute which is cheaper than rude.com where I normally webcam for 4.21$ per minute. If you'd like to set up a webcam show with me you can pay here and set up a time and date by emailing me at shameless@hardtenentertainment.com:

2008-11-12T02:09:00.001-08:00

I received an email today from a myspace friend that let me know that he got the new plumpers and that I was on the cover. I immediately get extremely excited because I shot several months ago and have been wondering if my pics would ever go into the magazine. I had to stop myself from getting too excited because he just said I was on the cover didn't mention whether or not I was the cover.If I got my hopes up for being the cover I would be really bummed to find out I wasn't. Otherwise it wouldn't bother me that much. So we went to Circus of Books in Hollywood. My eyes lit up and I felt like a little child when I realized I was on the cover. When I opened it up I really love the big spread. I actually hate the article because I definitely didn't write any of the article or interview for it. Oh well so what if it made me sound like a dirty slut lol. Anyway here is the cover and the center spread. Since you can't find it anywhere online I had to take it myself lol. Go out and buy it today!

What's on my mind

2008-11-11T12:35:00.000-08:00

Alot of my blogs have some personal information and some are my sexual fantasies but I hardly ever completely release my true feelings. I don't want people to know exactly who I am. What if I open myself up completely and people don't like me? Then I know they dislike the real me. If I don't open up completely I can still keep that notion that they dont really know me so how can I care if they dislike me. On the outside I'm a strong confident girl that holds her head high and cares what no one thinks. On the inside I'm self conscious and constantly worried about if people think I am too fat, or too ugly. I have the same character faults as most women.

One thing I would have done different

2008-11-05T11:00:00.000-08:00

Why is it that people say if they could do their life all over again they wouldn't change a thing? Well I would definitely have to say different, there are so many things in my life that I would do different. People say you have to learn from your mistakes, but the misakes I made that I would change, I knew better before I did them. One of my biggest regrets comes with a man that I used to work with. We met at training for one of my jobs, he was so charismatic and funny. We instantly became friends, I remember him leaning over my shoulder to show me how to do certain things on the computer. He would be breathing on my shoulder and looking at me in the eyes from a few inches away. Every day he would greet me with an email that would make me smile. We started calling each other on the phone and instant messaging late at night, even webcamming with each other. We went out with mutual work friends together and were so sexual and flirty but never physical. After about 3 or 4 months of flirting and after he'd been moved up to Office of the President he sent me an email and it casually mentioned his wife! What the fuck? I checked his finger when I first met him because I was instantly attracted and I knew for a fact he didn't wear a ring, why had he never mentioned a wife before? I was angry and heartbroken and still attracted all at the same time. I emailed him back with questions about his wife and why he'd never mentioned her. We went out to lunch and he told me their marriage was rocky and he wasn't happy and they had been married less than a year. I just let things go and continued on with our "friendship" until he asked me to meet up with him. He asked me to meet him at his apartment that he still hadn't got rid of since he moved in with his new wife... I didn't think much of it at the time but after the fact I still to this day wonder why he still had his empty apartment in his name. Anyway when I got there he greeting me at the door and scooped me in quickly and started kissing me, his kiss was so gentle and so erotic. He kept feeling up and down my body and started unbuttoning my bra and then moved to my jeans. I was so turned on I didn't even stop to think about what I was doing. I just returned the favor and consumed every inch of his body. When it came time for the actual sex and penetration it was the worst sex of my life. I layed there thinking about what I was doing and where it could possibly lead. He then interrupted my train of thought when he stopped and said "oh shit!"... "What?" I asked. Of course the one line you never want to here when you are fucking someone you know is totally wrong is: "the condom just broke." Well that was the end of the sex, it hit him in that moment what we were doing and how that could have effected his life. We talked about it for hours afterwards and he said he was sorry for doing it to me and putting me in the situation. Of course I was the one that put myself in that situation. I knew that night that our friendship wouldn't last and things would never be the same. What I didn't know is I totally changed him. He was never the same after that night. He came to work with his head low and avoided me at all cost. I never saw him smile anymore and he never spoke with anyone. I could see the guilt in his step. I never received one email after that night. No more phone calls and no more late night IMs. Then one day he told me him and his wife told each other everything, he promised never to mention my name, and that they were in marriage counseling. He quit his job in the office of the president and took a lower paying job at our local newspaper. I don't know to this day how he's doing or if he's still married. All I know is the strain he put on my heart when he told me I was the biggest mistake of his life. I was so selfish. I try to comfort myself by saying I didn't know he was married til after I fell for him, but I could have never crossed that line. I could have thought twice about how it might effect everyone involved, but I didn't. All I cared about was how good he made me feel at that moment and about how much I was wanted. I never thought I'd be someone's biggest mistake. I never thought someone would regret ever having me in their life. All I know is that I'll never make that mistake again.

PIcs I took the other night!

2008-10-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

Well I told you all about starting my monthly the other night while I was taking pics and I decided to do anal instead since I have no videos left! Here are a few pics you dont want to miss out on this set at my website at www.shamelessangel.com!

Downloadable Videos

2008-10-29T14:03:00.000-07:00

I've uploaded some downloadable videos on my rudespace! You can visit it at http://www.rude.com/ShamelessAngel! Just head to my flix store: http://www.rude.com/ShamelessAngel?flix to purchase some of the downloadable videos. I will be adding more soon! Here are small sample clips:

2008-10-27T21:00:00.000-07:00

SO I spent the last day or two photoshopping Halloween pics. Take a look at some of the Hard Ten Girls Halloween pics:

RavynX

SynsuousBBW

MsDawnP

Jinger Jewels

Desiree Devine

All in a days work

2008-10-27T12:15:00.000-07:00

Since I've been taking pics of so many girls I've not been keeping up with my own horde of pics. You see several weeks ago I have almost 50 sets of pics left and I didn't really care about taking any more because... well I had plenty. I've been several places since then and I'll slip in one set or two but I always give myselp the opinion of "she needs the pics more than I do I'll make it about her and won't take any pics this time." Well recently I've been running out of pics and my photographer told me yesterday that I have 1 video left... What the hell only 1? So we set up a small photoshoot last night. Well the night didn't go so hot for me but it was my fault I guess. I put pantyhose on and my red hooker heels with my 4 star general halloween outfit and went to put my eyelashes on, since I was already dressed I was lazy and my eyelashes were a little too big for my eyes but I just didn't want to get up to find the scissors to cut them. 1st mistake! The lashes didn't want to stick to my eyelid so I eventually had to get up replace my eye makeup and cut the eyelashes shorter. By then I'm sweating and frustrated in my polyester costume lol and I drop the glue on the floor. "I'll get it later I say" Big mistake number 2! After forgetting it was on the floor I proceeded to step on the glue with my 5 inch heels and bust it everywhere; all over my costume, all in my pantyhose, all over my carpet, and eventually all over my fingers and face! Fuck why was this happening to me tonight? So now I'm frustrated, sweating, sticky and about to cry just out of frustration. Taking pics was never supposed to be this frustrating. So I calmed down finished putting my little hat on and go get on the bed to start pictures and well this huge disaster that I have once a month decides to show up right at that moment! What else could go wrong? It's no wonder I'm almost in tears and so frustrated lol. So after cleaning myself up one more time I decide my solution to my problem will be to do my second anal masturbation scene. Since I haven;t had sex in quite some time I was extremely horny (not to mention I'm even hornier that time of the month)so the scene should be a great one. No faking, just me, a dildo and my egg lol! You'll have to stop by www.shamelessangel.com to check it out! Here are some pics of my Halloween costume :)

Heaven Scent

2008-10-25T14:45:00.000-07:00

I know a few of you were waiting for the pics of the 18 year old I took pics of recently, Here are a few unedited pics of her:

Porn Advocate?

2008-10-15T15:05:00.000-07:00

I am so stressed out today and I'm totally taking it out on other people. I get snappy and tense. I'm not really sure what I'm so stressed out about but I think it's mainly about money. In reality I could just get a regular 9-5 job but I work so much now that I would die if I had to do both. Now I have so many holes in my resume it would be hard to get a job anyway. We shot a new girl today and she's only 18. I feel a little guilty about it because I feel she may not know what she's doing yet. At 18 I did so many thing that I regret now that I'm not sure what jumping into the porn business might do for a young girl. Is it right to help an 18 year old get into porn? She had never done anything like this before and was so out of touch with trying to look sexy. It was just pretty girl pictures so once she got a dildo in her hand looking sexy looked a little easier for her. I'll have to post pics later

Working hard on a new site

2008-10-14T14:48:00.000-07:00

I've been working on a new multi-girl site that Subrina Love approached me about. Let me tell you it's been an adventure and a whole lot of work lol! She is bringing new girls into the business as a manager and in order to get them in shape for their paid scenes she is going to test them by shooting them first for a multigirl site. The first girl I shot for her was the cutest pregnant girl. Yes I said pregnant girl, I've never shot a pregnant girl and I've never been sexually attracted to a pregnant girl but I really thought she was cute and attractive and I thought her pics looked like a form of art. The girl's name is Bonnie Blaze and she's done several porn movies over the last year so I'm surprised I've never heard her name before. She's such a little freak and she absolutely loves sex! It's so much easier to shoot girls that love sex. Here are some pics I took of this cutey:

BanginBunny.com

2008-10-03T22:14:00.001-07:00

Well I've been so busy you just don't understand and I know I say I'm busy alot but I feel like the work will never finish. Sometimes I have to make myself stop working! I've been working on developing some new sites on my own, my latest creation in BANGINBUNNY.COM! I put alot of work into this site. I'm not sure she likes it but I'm in love with it lol. Of course one always thinks their own work is good! I'm waiting on Visa to approve the site so I can open it and launch it. Mastercard has already approved it but customers get angry and send emails to the girls when they can't use visa so we opt just to not open the site til that's approved.

2008-09-14T19:12:00.000-07:00

Well my roommate officially moved out and I painted my apartment several different colors to take pictures on, well after a long day of painting I needed a bath really bad. I painted in short little shorts and a tank top to avoid ruining any of my good clothes and well it's a good thing because I stepped in paint... sat on the paint can lid while I was edging the bottom... and basically had paint on almost every inch of my body. I ran some bath water and scrubbed with a loofa for a little while and drained the water and ran new. I knew I still had paint on the back of my legs and on my ass cheeks so I called him into the bathroom to help me scrub off. I stood up and bent slightly over to make sure he got the underneath of my buttcheeks clean. He scrubbed on the back of my legs a minute and it was quite painful as I could feel the dried paint did not want to come off easily. Once the paint was successfully scrubbed off I felt a final layer of body wash being squirted down the back of my legs. It felt cold and soothing as my legs were still burning from the scrub. Then I felt warm hands rub slowly up and down the back of my thick thighs and up to the crease under my ass cheek. The hands then grabbed my hips and pulled me closer and rubbed slowly down my hips once again feeling their way towards my protruding ass. Just then I feel one hand reach inside my thighs and slowly rub over my hanging pussy lips. Something about a slow light touch across my pussy lips makes my whole body tingle. I felt a shiver move down my back all the way down my legs. He then cupped my pussy and rubbed soap suds all over making it soft and more wet than it already was. Just then one finger slipped inside my pulsating pussy and I just wanted to grind my hips on it but I remained still and let him do all the moving. I could feel the bubbles tingling inside me as they popped and made a soft smooth texture as he ran his finger in and out of me. I feel another finger inch further inside of me as the other rubs the wetness inside of me. I almost can't take it anymore and I just want a hard pulsing cock inside of me but I try not to let him know he's getting to me. I just bite my lip and wait for the next move. Damnit! He pulls both of his fingers out of me and runs a clean wash cloth over my pussy to get rid of all the soap. I wonder if that was just a tease and now he's finished? Just then I feel a pat on the ass and he tells me he's finished. I turn around almost pouting as he says "I was only finished washing you off" Too excited to say anything else I just let him continue. He then leans his head towards my pussy and slowly sticks out his tongue and gives my pussy lips a little flicker. I moan in ecstasy because I'm already extremely horny and just the slightest touch makes me weak in the knees. He knows he's got me in the palm of his hands. He presses his face harder into my wet pussy and sticks his tongue deep inside of me. God he's had too much practice at this. He sticks his fingers back inside me and runs them in and out as he sucks tenaciously on my protruding clit. Oh my god I am so close to coming but I just can't get there.... just when I start to get a little frustrated with myself I feel another finger slide into my tight little asshole. I'm trying not to squirm too much because I am still standing in a tub of bath water but I'm about to explode. I keep trying to push his head away because I know I'm going to squirt everywhere and well I really feel like I can't stand it anymore. He doesn't budge, just keeps sucking and licking. The explosion rises to the surface and I just let go. I let out alot more noise than I'm used to. I'm so fulfilled I just want to lay back into the tub and relax but I know that that I need to return the wonderful favor. I shut the lid on the toilet and push him onto it. He's already extremely hard so I just give his hard cock a little lick as I pull down his shorts and then set my soaked pussy backwards on top of him. I ride him like he's my own little chair as he holds on tight to my hips and pushes himself deep inside of me. My legs are already weak and shaky from the amazing orgasm I already had but feeling his cock inside me makes me want to keep going! I feel him getting close so I tighten my pussy as much as I can to to suck ever inch of cum out of him. He starts to moan slightly and I feel him fill my pussy with his hot cum. I get off of him and lick the rest of the cum off his dick. I think he's ready for a bath now!

Burn it

2008-09-11T16:24:00.000-07:00

Well my myspace got deleted yesterday. Every time I added a new pic they deleted an old one.... I'm a little sad today, I seem to be a little sad everyday lately but I found out some news I didnt want to hear. It's too personal to air out here and actually anywhere. I haven't told anyone there's really no one to listen. I realize I'm getting old when all these new little college kids have moved into my apartment and it bothers the shit out of me when they hang outside all night and make noise. I'm turning into a crabby old bitch at the ripe old age of 24 lol. I've never really been the party type girl since I had a bad alcohol poisoning incident when I was 17. It kinda threw me for a loop and I haven't been a sloppy drunk since. Anyway.. back to the college kids.. they like to talk alot of shit and we've had a couple of false fire alarms since school started. There have been car break ins and just alot more noise. I live on the third floor because there are no kids allowed but it seems the college kids are worse than the 8 year olds lol. Ok enough about all that fun stuff. Make sure if you have a myspace you add me back at www.myspace.com/shamelessangel69

Photoshoots and Hotels

2008-09-10T13:26:00.000-07:00

Well I was going through a few of my photo sets today and I found a couple of pics I like that I thought I'd share with you. Last time I went to Vegas we decided to stay at Palace Station, you know the hotel OJ Simpson got arrested again at? lol We went there because the rooms looked good and were 35$ a night! Well once we got to the hotel around 6pm the guy said we were too late and would have to pay 85$ a night. WTF? We just saw the rooms online for 35$ He made a remark that if we could find that price then come back... So I took out my laptop in front of him and he had the audacity to say "Internet isnt free here" OKKKKK so I'll buy it.... He then asked "you're just going to buy it now?" Well if only we didn't have a fantasy football draft at 7pm we would have taken ourselves elsewhere but i'd been driving all day, was tired and ready to get to the room so "Of course I'm going to buy it right now" I bought the internet and purchased the room for 28.95 a night on expedia.... and told him done I have a reservation now. He still wasn't happy with that, he said it takes two hours for expedia to go through it's probably not here yet. "Ok well can you just look," I asked. To his unhappy surprise the room was booked lol.He was so pissed that we didn't have to pay 85$ for the room. I'm really not sure, he just worked there, you would think he'd care less and be a little more accomadating. I would have even paid 50 or 60 and avoided the hassle but 85$? That was 3xs the amount I saw online.... We ended our conversation and he got one last lick on me when he sent me to the wrong room number by putting 4020 on my key instead of the 4010 we were really staying in. Other than that and the fact I had a view of the parking garage the hotel was super nice and the beds were very comfortable plus we had just enough time to unpack, sit down, relax and start the draft. Oh and now that I made you lose track of why I started the story in the first place here are some of the pics I took in the hotel! I thought this one was super hot!

And just for kicks I wanted to show you a closeup of my clit and pussy. Look how bright it is, you can see the blood in my veins. Wow I was really worked up lol. I love pleasuring myself!

2008-09-09T17:04:00.000-07:00

Ok this blog is about me and what I want to write about and I came across this gorgeous girl the other day on the net and I thouhgt wow her tits are nice! I also thought they have to be fake. She's such a skinny thing with huge tits(32G) to match but I read about her and she claims they are real!

Her name is Aria Valentino and if the stories are true they offered her a 2009 Porsche Cayman

to start doing hardcore! I think I might rethink doing hardcore if that was offered to me lol. So remember that if you ever really really want to see me doing hardcore! Her first ever hardcore scene is suposed to air today! Make sure you stop by and check her out! Click here to see her in a few short video clips!

2008-09-08T16:14:00.001-07:00

I know this sounds like one of the sluttiest things ever to say but I love to suck cock. I get so excited by it and get extremely wet. I love to be fingered while sucking a cock, the feeling of hot wetness sliding in and out of me feels so good and I just want to keep sucking faster and faster. Don't let me have a toy while I'm sucking on a man's dick because I go absolutely buck wild. I've never sucked a random man's dick. It's just so sensual and erotic to me instead of just a fast blow. I love looking into my man's eyes just to see how he's feeling while I pleasure him.

2008-09-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

Ah it's 4am and I can barely keep my eyes open. I've been doing so much promoting that I haven't had time for much else. I've already pulled everyone's stats up do much in the last week. It's been pretty cool. Only I seem to leave myself out of the loop when I work hard to promote everyone elses stuff. I've been having a hard time with the ebony models promotions :( I can promote them everywhere and it seems slow to get a response from people especially on bbw forums. I talked with the guy that runs fat-forums.com and he said he notices it alot as well and it seems to run the black girls off the forums. I'll keep promoting them there but I know if I never got any kind of response I'd leave too....I spent time today looking for ebony tgps and forums and promoted RavynX and FarrahFoxx. I found some great ones and I'm really excited. It was so simple gettin MsDawnP on a big boob tgp and Desiree Devine on a hardcore bbw tgp but it's been a little harder getting Farrah and Ravyn onto those same tgps. Oh well I'll blog later but I think I'm off to bed. Make sure you check out Ravyn's new photos and Farrah's new video.

A Person's Worth

2008-09-06T02:29:00.001-07:00

What determines a person's worth in the world? Is it what they can do for you? or what they can create? Is it how much love they can give to many people or to only one person? Is it how beautiful they are or how good they are in bed? Can one destroy all their self worth in one mistake? I think alot, I probably shouldn't think so much. I get so much mail, instant messages and I'm such a lonely person. I drive every single person out of my life in one way or another. I choose to be alone because every time I've let someone into my life they've hurt me in one way or another. I don't let that happen, I havent let that happen in such a very long time. In doing so I keep myself from being happy. Many girls see me as a bitch or stuck up or maybe even full of myself but most of the time I am simply protecting myself. If I don't say too much in conversation it's because I don't want to say the wrong thing and look like an idiot. If I say too much in conversation it's because I'm trying too hard to get you to like me. If I'm short and harsh in what I say it's because you've already hurt my feelings and that's my defense mechanism. I wrote a blog not long ago names A portrait of me and I said one day I might finish it. Well it's that time of the month and I'm feeling alone, sa and exhausted so I'll give you the story behind the photo:

I gave a presentation to my college art class on that painting I showed you. The project was to be a self portrait of how you felt or what you stand for. Most people gave their presentations with clouds and sunshine and went into detail how their life had ups and downs but they could see the sunshine through the end of the day. I stood up very last to give
my presentation and I suddenly felt embarrassed because my painting was so
real and emotional. I showed my artwork and I could feel the silence form
around me and I knew I had shocked the entire class. I began my presentation
with "the wings on my painting stand for the innocense that was taken away
from me as a child." I stated "I showed members of my family my painting and
some looked at me with shock or horror and others looked at me with pity
because they know the truth." I could feel my lips start trembling and the wetness
fill my eyes and I knew I would not be able to finish but I tried. I opened
my mouth and just began crying uncontrolably until I had to say "I'm sorry I
can't finish this." My teacher who was so keen on pushing every minute
detail out of everyones artwork (including how does that color in the
background make you feel) was silent. She finally said "if I could hug you
without balling I would". By this time I was back in my seat with my painting
face down and even more embarrased than I was to begin with. Then I looked
up and realized every girl in the room was crying. I did not realize until
that day how much my past had affected me. I am the way I am because of my past
and that is what came out in my art. I feel weak but realize I am really
much stronger than I ever believed. People may look in horrow or maybe
even in pity but in the end I know I make people feel something.I didn't even get a chance to explain that the forbidden fruit and the snake
stand for my sins and things I've done wrong in my life, or that the thorns
stand for things that hurt me but will never leave me. The fetus stands for
my motherly instinct that comes with beign a woman. The black hole stands
for the emptiness I feel, for my fears, especially
what will happen in my future. The words in the painting are everything I want, and am, and I make no apologies. I am am strong, I am sexual, I am a woman, I live, I
love, I cry, I hurt.

2008-09-05T18:15:00.000-07:00

I found some pics of Desiree Devine today and I though I should share them with you. I haven't seen Desiree in awhile, she moved and I haven't spoke to her since the Rock fucking shoot. Dunno what's really going on with her or what she's doing now but you can see more of her at www.DesireeDevine.com or you can see several of her pics here(freegallery)!

2008-09-04T12:27:00.000-07:00

Some of you may or may not know that I come from a very small town in Mississippi near Biloxi. My family is a huge water bug family and my stepdad was even a professional fisherman in salt water tournaments for a few years. As most of you know hurricane Gustav hit the gulfcoast this past week and all though it wasn't as bad as expected it still did quite a bit of damage. Most places still haven't recovered from Hurricane Katrina. My mom sent me some pictures yesterday. I guess she waited a few days because she told me everything was fine and she didn't want me to worry. But I do worry. One reason I moved to LA was because I couldn't find a home to move into after mine was destroyed by Katrina and I couldn't find a job that would pay me enough to support the rising prices on the gulf because of lack of housing. Any way here are a few pics she sent of the damage from Gustav:

I'm a little homesick. I wish I could be there to help, I worry about family and life every day. I'm not looking for pity. I'm so happy with who I am and how life is right now. I just wanted to make people stop and think about all they have and all they could lose in the blink of an eye. If you haven't told your wife, girlfriend, husband, kids, mother, father or anyone you love that you love them recently, maybe time should be taken out to do that. Make sure it's not just a habitual phrase. Make sure they know you mean it!

See video clips of me at Plompers.com

2008-09-02T15:05:00.000-07:00

Check out some video clips of me at HERE

Starting the Day off right!

2008-09-02T12:54:00.001-07:00

So I woke up about 2 hours ago and I've been working hard ever since and it feels like I've been up for a full day already. I watched the season premier of Deal or No Deal last night on television and aside from the fact that the lady kept saying "that's awesome" it was really exciting. She called almost every case and was sure she had the million in her case. She did! She was such a cute little pregnant woman. I dont find anything sexually appealing with pregnant women but I find most beautiful and absolutely adorable. So this morning I got up around 10:30 and the first thing I did was hop out of bed to check my memberships to my website lol. It's so addicting. Just like checking my blog stats. There is a great feeling of accomplishment when I know it's doing well. My roommate is finishing up moving out and well it sounds a bit bitchy but I'll be glad when he's gone. I have to clean up the house because the crew of Maury Povich is coming on the 4th to shoot Farrah Foxx for a show named "Sex in America" I really hope it's not to make fun of American's being fat but only to show the diversity of sex in America. Ever since I got back from Vegas I've been on a rampage. I've been working extremely hard to get these sites up and running better. I've been researching and promoting and researching some more. I've even paid for some promotional tools so We'll see if they work lol. I submitted some galleries of MsDawnP today! If you haven't checked her out yet you really should. She has some free pics at Free Gallery HERE. She has some of the biggest tits I've seen and they are heavy! :P Well I'm gonna go try to set up my webcam since I'm supposed to have a show in about an hour so if you want to see it make sure you stop by www.ShamelessAngel.com!

Farrah Foxx and her dirty fuck!

2008-09-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

I got to personally be at this shoot where Farrah fucked Rock the Icon and then Desiree Devine showed up and he fucked her after lol. It was a ton of fun to watch as both girls screamed at how big his dick was but both took it like they wanted more lol. Both scenes ended up being super loud and super sweaty lol! I had a paranoia and kept looking out the hotel window because I expected someone to tell us to quiet it down lol. It never happened but it was a ton of fun to watch. Make sure you check out the new update at www.FarrahFoxx.com

2008-09-01T14:46:00.000-07:00

So while searching through a few sites today I came across a new picture I haven't seen before of Reyna Cruz. She's a good friend of mine so I had to stop by and check it out. Not to mention her tits looked huge and well I'm a sucker for huge tits! Reyna is the lastest update on www.CJWrightxxx.com. They did a great job on her makeup and she looked super sexy in those thigh highs! I've seen CJ in action and I know for a fact that he can fuck the shit out of a girl. Since Reyna's a trooper and is up for anything I'm sure the two of them really produced a fantastic show! So make sure you stop by there to check it out and if you'd like to see more of Reyna you can look her up at www.ReynaCruz.com!

New Pass get 5 sites for one low price!

2008-09-01T12:35:00.000-07:00

SO my website has been added to a pass called Plush Pass and in it you can get access to 5 different sites including Ravynx.com, TheBlondeGoddess.com, SynsuousBBW.com and SexxxyKarmah.com. With the pass you should get at least 6 updates a week. It's really exciting to be a part of a new pass. Now I can promote several different girls and not feel neglectful when I forget to promote myself lol.Stop by and check out the new pass today! You can also stop by site at www.shamelessangel.com and sign up for it individually still if you'd like :)

2008-08-27T14:33:00.000-07:00

I wanted to show you a website that I've modeled for a few days ago they sell size 1x to 10x stop by and check it out if you'd like!

Yesterday I was Shaken

2008-07-30T15:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I experienced my first earthquake since moving to California but what shook me even harder was the loss of a brilliant woman that I had so much admiration and love for. A woman that introduced me to Anna Quindlen and a piece she wrote called The Glass Half Empty. Any strong woman should read it. Not only did this world lose her yesterday but we said goodbye to her 7 yr old little girl that she adored so much and tried years to give birth to. Her husband, a soldier that spent his time in Iraq also died yesterday in an accident. I stayed up most of the night last night unable to sleep thinking about her life over and over and reflecting on mine. She had so much ambition for me. She wanted me to be a writer and she wanted me to be a star athlete because I once excelled at both. She lived her life never to put down any man for their accomplishments but to make every woman be better at who they were. I watched her beam as she told me she was pregnant with her first child as she admitted her husband didn't even know yet because he was in Iraq and he hadn't called since she found out. I watched her throw up every day with morning sickness and still have a smile on her face because her being a mom was the biggest dream she ever had come true. I watched her gain over 100 pounds with one pregnancy and then work her ass off to lose every bit of itl just to get pregnant again. I am so saddened by the thought of her happy family being tore in two by a tragic accident. I reflect upon myself and wonder what I've done with my life. Would anyone feel so much saddness and disappointment if I left this world. I have no family to leave, no husband, no job that depends on me and people that look up to me. I show my tits off for a living, no skill in that. I have women that look up to me, not becuase I'm smart, or because I went to college, or becuase I was MVP at a certain sport, but because I have enough confindence to show off my body. Should I be respected for that? Should I be a woman that other girls look up to? I'm not sure anymore. There was a time I wanted to be extraordinary now I just want to be. Yesterday the world lost an extraordinary woman, today I reflect upon me.

A portrait of me

2008-07-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

I've started to be so busy I don't get time to do and think about the things I once loved. I love to draw and paint but I have done neither since moving to Callifornia. I just don't have the time or even the space. I'm not a very creative person though I am very visual. I can usually recreate a piece of art quite well but never have a very creative side to my own work. Once I get my bearings back I'm going to start creating art again. Who is my first customer? lol Here is one of my pieces. It's supposed to be a self portrait of me. One day I may have the courage to explain it's details.

Just stopping by to give you a link to my free gallery!

2008-07-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

Click the pic to access more sexy pics! JOin Shamelessangel.com to see even more!

2008-06-28T13:06:00.000-07:00

So I have my first preview video up on my site. You can view it now on my blog. I will have much more to come. I've had another exciting week. I got pulled over by the cops again. They are just looking for something to do. They said I looked like i was swerving. Of course I had a cop driving 5 foot away from me going back and forth between two lanes so I probably was watching him in my rear view mirror... I told him that. At least this one didn't harass me like the other ones, after he saw I wasn't drinking he asked if i was on parole .... I said no and then he let me go. Why do they ask such stupid questions when they already know the answers? The sex artist Mister also drew me another picture. I love it. Here it is:

I also took some more summer pictures this weekend and have some sexy updates to show you...

2008-06-15T19:49:00.001-07:00

I'm a little bummed right now, I haven't blogged in quite some time but I did write this huge post the other day and my computer crashed. For some reason I guess autosave wasn't working that day :( Once I logged back on only one paragraph was left. Well I definately wasn't going to rewrite all of that blog so I got even lazier with the blogging this month....

On another note. I'm not one of those people that are at all star struck. I think everyone is created equal so why should I be in shock just because someone got lucky or even worked hard to get rich and famous. I respect people that work hard for where they are in life but I'm not star struck by them. Well I puppy sat for some people that live in Manhattan beach on the beach this week and the neighbors are extremely nosey. Every time I'd go to my car they would hang their heads out the window to check on what I was doing. The old lady next store even said "it must be nice to get to house site in such a nice neighborhood and in such a nice house".... I was a bit offended lol. We did use the house to our advantage though and took a bunch of picture sets. MsDawnP came to town and her and Desiree Devine stopped by to take some pictures too. I lounged around in the hot tub and got a little bit of sun. I kept thinking about how sexy it would be to have sex in that hot tub underneath the stars. Other than that I just watched alot of poker on tv and didn't get on the internet much. Make sure you stop by www.shamelessangel.com to check out my newest updates!

Farrah Foxx

2008-06-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Farrahfox.com opened today. It isn't open for members yet but you can take the tour now and look at her trailers. If you love an ebony SSBBW goddess check her out today at www.FarrahFoxx.com!

Artwork by Mister

2008-06-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

I wanted to introduce you all to a myspace friend of mine that I am really fond of. He's done great artwork of me and I love his renditions of other people. He's a sex artist and his name is Mister. Be sure to check him out at Idle Hands and a Dirty Mind.
Here is a few examples of his work!

2008-06-02T14:46:00.000-07:00

Wow I've been so overly busy this week. My car still isn't acting right and I need to take it into the shop again. I recieved a backdoor trojan on my pc and it deleted my whole C: drive as well as anything that was in it. I managed to save some pictures from my desktop before it deleted everything. I had to reformat my pc and it still isn't acting up to par. I haven't reinstalled most of the stuff yet just the basics I need for the stuff I have to get done. I've been working on a new project I'm really excited about. It feels really good to be doing something on my own. I love learning new things without being forced to learn. I need to re-enroll in college since my student loans company is calling my cellphone non-stop. It's a bit rediculous. I helped out with a photoshoot this weekend and I did makeup on another person (Reyna Cruz) for the first time in my life and I was really impressed with myself for a first timer. I think it may become something I look into doing more often. I just have to learn to go a little out of the box and be a little outrageous with it. ....

So I also had the experience of a lifetime this weekend. We shot a porn scene at a run down hotel in hookerville. Well I had to go buy lube for the scene since everyone forgot it and it was needed. The second I pulled out of the hotel a police car passed me... I saw him stare straight at me and he then said something to his partner. I knew they thought I was a hooker. They rode my ass about 2 inches behind me, then passed me, then got behind me again and turned on their lights. They pulled me over and asked me to turn off the car... I handed him my license and he asked if I had a driver's license. I proceeded to tell him I just handed it to him..... I asked why he pulled me over because I wasn't speeding, wasn't drinking, and had my seatbelt on. He said the reason was because I had no front license plate(my car is from Mississippi and no front plates are given out there). I told him I was in LA until the end of the summer. He kept me there for over 20 minutes while another officer stood at the side of my car with a flashlight beaming on me. I've never been so offended and pissed off before. I really felt like it was harassment. All of that because I pulled out of a hotel that was known for hookers.... I guess I'm starting to get more of a reality check from Mississippi to LA.

Make sure you check out my latest updates at www.shamelessangel.com and also check out the new BBW website we are doing at www.reynacruz.com you can check out my makeup work below hehe.

2008-05-21T11:41:00.001-07:00

Well I went ahead a crossed a threshold many of you may be a little surprised by, I did a photoset and video containing anal masturbation. As many of you know from my erotic stories and some of you that watch my webcam shows. I love anal sex/play and I love double penetration even more. I like my updates and videos to be something I enjoy so I told my photographer I wanted to do it. Here are a few sample pics and i also have a free gallery CLICK HERE See more at www.ShamelessAgel.com

The best pedicure ever

2008-05-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

I walked into the nail salon today just in time for my 6 o'clock appointment and like usual I end up waiting an hour to get my nails done. I normally go on the weekend because I have a favorite manicurist who does a great job on my nails and never makes mistakes, but today was a special appointment because I broke a nail and I have an important photoshoot tomorrow. Tina the tiny little Vietanamese lady assured me she could do the job for me today in no time. I said sure and she looked eager to get to work. We chatted about life and men and she told me about her husband bringing her back to the US from Vietnam. It was an interesting story and she seemed to be really happy with the situation and where her life is at at the moment. She offered to give me a pedicure and I told her I'd have to do it next time since I didn't really have the money this week. She said "no no it's free, you had to wait too long for your nails." I somewhat agreed so I took her up on her offer. She filled the pedicure bath with hot water and added smelling salts that had a wonderful aroma. She then began working on my feet. She first buffed them and clipped my toenails to the exact length I asked for then she painted them clear with a topcoat. She then began messaging my feet more intense than any of the other girls and even though I felt a little pain it was so relaxing and it felt so good. She then moved to my legs and messaged lotion into my calves. She kept moving upward. This is normally my favorite part but a twinge of excitement hit me when I realized she was going a little higher than the normal procedure. I then realized there was no one else in the shop but us. She had already closed up the shop that closed at 7pm. It was nearing 8, I guess I just lost track of the time. I could feel my pussy starting to get moist as I thought about how close her fingers were getting to my private area. I could see that same eagerness in her eyes as earlier. Just then she says I'm so sorry about the wait I really want to make it up to you. I just nod my head without any protest. She then slid my panties to the side and slowly rubbed her finger across my wet lips and watched my eyes to make sure I didn't protest. When I didn't let on that it was wrong she slipped her finger inside my juice soaked pussy and began running it up and down the top of my vagina looking for my special spot. I spread my legs a little more to give her more room to get in between them. She then leaned in with her tongue extended and I almost jumped as it reached my clit. She seemed to know exactly where to touch that felt the best. She flicked my clit with her tongue while still rubbing my g-spot with her finger. She was so eager, looking like a tiger on the prowl. She was enjoying every minute of it and she was getting a kick out of seeing me squirm. I could almost no longer stay in my chair, my hips bucked, I kept moaning. She kept getting faster. I was in pure ecstasy as I let out the biggest orgasm I've ever had. I seemed to squirt cum all in her mouth. She sopped up every bit with an enjoyment I've never seen. As soon as I regained my composure I gave her the money for the manicure and got up to leave. As I reached for the door I hear her call my name and say "I've scheduled you again for next week at 6pm, is that ok?" I grinned and said "sure but I may be a little late."

2008-05-16T18:17:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had one of those days where you kept walking to the pantry and nothing seemed to satisfy or make you full? I guess that's the plight of the BBW. I feel like I'm starving and I know it's not just from boredom. My tummy keeps growling at me and I keep eating but I just can't get full. I wonder if I'm missing some sort of essential nutrients. I just got back from San Francisco and I had alot of fun. I went to shoot Farrah Foxx, an ebony BBW that's trying to find her niche and be taken seriously. I did my first anal masturbation scene and I had so much fun. I'm such a sex maniac. I love everything about sex and not much grosses me out. I was so turned on after shooting the scene I had to masturbate again off camera. I felt a little devious. I thought things were looking up from my "When it rains it pours" post until my car would not start at all when I went to get into it this morning. One more thing I need to fix. I feel stranded without having a working car. It kind of makes me panic and go into an anxiety attack because I can't just take off and do what I need to do and it's so much that I have to do. I can't let life get me down right now it will make me crazy. I still have a couple of fantasies I've had dreams about lately that I need to inform you about but there is always something I need to vent about lol. I'm sure I'll take the time to let you know my fantasies soon. Meanwhile you can see more of me naked with lots of videos at ShamelessAngel.com

2008-05-10T13:45:00.000-07:00

First off I'd like to apologize for being so fucking lazy with my blog the last couple of weeks I've just been extremely busy and have so much I want to talk about in so little time. It's so crazy lately it doesn't matter how much sleep I get I still feel exhausted at all times. I just want to take off a day and lay in the bed for a full 24 hours. I've been in a little bit of a funk lately as well it seems like the cards are stacked against me. Maybe it's all in my head or maybe I just need to step it up and get over it. Everyday for the last week I've had people message me with ugly comments like "you fat fuck, you need to lose weight", or "you're gross you need to go on weight watchers" I even had someone tell me I wasn't attractive enough because "my boobs are too small in proportion to my body." How mean is that? I guess everyone is a critic. I even went to shoot pictures on Monday on a nude beach with RavynX and this lady stopped us and asked if we could stop that we were making her want to vomit. I of course took it to heart even though our photographer said it was probably just because we were interacting seductively with each other(even though we weren't doing anything) I still think it was because we were two fat girls. On top of all that I've had a Rebel camera, two mac laptops, and both of the lights we use to take pictures broke this week. Needless to say money is a little short after all that lol. Oh well on top of all that I've had a great week shooting with the new girls at Hard Ten Entertainment: Ana Darling and Reyna Cruz as well as some of my other close friends RavynX and Desiree Devine. I also went to a friends on the weekend and it was crazy fun. They had an open bar with patron for everyone and of course strippers lol. Not normal strippers, these were strippers with no exhibitions. I got quite a show. I've had tons of updates since I last blogged and I've had quite a few fantasies lately I really need to tell you about but I'll save that til next blog ;) Enjoy my pics and don't forget to check out ShamelessAngel.com

Sexual Domination

2008-04-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

I had the most fun on Rude tonight. It was really exciting and exhilarating. I had a fan that wanted me to be dominating to him. I started out by asking how bad he really wanted me. He let me know how sexy I was and how hard his dick was. I let him know he didn't deserve me. I told him to get to me he had to suck my lover's cock. Since I could tell I was really turning him on I told him I would fuck him in the ass with a strap on while he was sucking another man's cock. He was so into this and i could tell he was getting ready to cum. I told him no, he could not cum until I told him he could. He was such a good boy and listened to what i had to say. I told him I'd tell my lover to cum all over his face and he willingly agreed to lick it all up. I'd take the strap on out of his ass and let my lover fuck me as he continued to jack off without cumming. My lover would cum once again but this time deep inside my pulsing wet pussy. I'd make my slave lick my pussy and clean all my lover's cum out from the inside of me. Then I'd flip my slave over and make him lay on his back then I'd begin fucking him again in the ass with my huge strap on. I'd jack him off and make him wait until I said it was his turn to cum. Once I had gotten enough humiliation out of him I'd make him cum in his own face. Then I'd make him clean up his own cum and send him on his way.

I don't know why but I was so turned on by this and I can't wait til our next session.

2008-04-24T02:00:00.000-07:00

I wanted to share my rude archived videos. They are super cheap, there is even a 10 minute video that contains double penetration for only a few bucks. Most of you have been waiting to see that from me so it's yours to buy now! :) Here is the link http://www.rude.com/ShamelessAngel/live_private_archives ! I am trying to hang out there every night so if you want your own private show and to request something kinky stop by to check me out.

Sample Pics from my Rude Live Private Show Archive

2008-04-22T03:52:00.001-07:00

I recently started webcamming on a normal basis at Rude and also on yahoo for my members of my website at www.shamelessangel.com. I even have some clips now to sell at rude.com if you'd like to purchase them they range from 1 minute to 10 minutes in length. All of them contain pussy and anal play lol, it seems to be the most requested private show. I will start scheduling private webcam shows on my blog so you can join me and be sure to catch me online. I'm really excited about doing my next show. Check out my newest updates at ShamelessAngel.com I even have a free gallery here:http://shamelessangel.com/free_gallery/neon_gallery.html be sure to check it out.

Horniness that won't fade!

2008-04-21T18:02:00.000-07:00

So my newest video update is out and you can see it at www.shamelessangel.com. I masturbated on the table while filling myself with the pool stick. I feel wonderful at this very moment. You know the moment you step out of the shower and your body feels like it's breathing again? My skin feels silky soft and smooth. It helps that I decided to shave. I don't shave my pussy that often because my hair is not that long in the first place and I don't like to get bumps so I just shave right around my pussy lips to make it smooth there, I love the feeling I get when it's smooth and anything slips in and out. It's just so much better when it's shaven more sensitive I guess. I'm feeling a little perverted today because I just can't stop touching myself. I've orgasmed 3 times in the past 24 hours and nothing seems to satisfy me today. I just want to keep doing it. Every time I orgasm it makes it that much longer to orgasm again. To shorten the climax a little bit ago because I have alot of work to do, I used a vibrating anal plug, my infamous red glitter dildo, and my egg for my clit. That did the job and got me to climax in about 2 minutes. One of my biggest fantasies is to have a man in each orifice
of my body. I love double penetration more than anything else right now. It stimulates every single nerve that needs to be hit to have me squirming and having a maximum orgasm in a very little amount of time. I just fall, my body limp and my pussy throbbing after a double penetration session. No man can stand it for that long either since each hole is tighter when the other is filled. I tighten even more so much right before my release. In the end it's one of the greatest experiences to feel. So right now I'm once again ready to have my ass and pussy filled. I can't remember the other hole I'd like stuffed but I'm sure you'll think of something!

Breaking Point?

2008-04-17T02:15:00.000-07:00

I always said I would never be one of those girls that complained about their website but I think I've reached my breaking point. I work so hard on promoting my site as well as others and it seems like I'm the only one missing out. It doesn't matter how hard I promote, what incentives I give, what pictures I decide to show or hide, it doesn't help me get any members. There's been several time when I have wanted to just throw it all away and stop taking pictures all together. I even went as far as showing pussy and playing with toys and my membership still hasn't increased. I shouldn't care since I enjoy taking the pictures and I definately like the attention but it get's depressing at times when it seems like my work doesn't seem to help me in anyway. Maybe I'm done, maybe I'm finished with trying to promote myself, maybe I'm finished with it making me feel down on myself. I keep questioning myself, am I not pretty enough, am I not big enough, am I not skinny enough, am I just not sexually attractive enough? I have a college degree, I have most valuable player awards, I worked for NASA, I went to college on a full paid scholarship, and was on the president's list and I still let how many members I get on an adult website bother me. I'll probably wake up in the morning and delete this blog because I'll feel bad about it and feel better about myself but I just needed to vent and well I guess that's what a blog is normally about.